Dear diary!
So ... this weekend I went to F for an movie night with some classmates. Worst thing? I cuddled with him. I´ll just call him D. Well, I guess I didn't regret it at the moment, but the next day I got a text from my friend. She just assumed that we liked eachother. I feel so slutty! I mean, I didn't kiss him or anything - but he had his arm around me, and I had my head on his chest. Trust me, it felt good - what cuddle doesn't? Do I feel ashamed of it? hell yes. I just cant think of him the samy way as I did before, and it just feels like I unintentionally avoid him, and that kinda sucks, because he´s a funny guy. I just dont know what he thinks of me now. Got some advice for me? mail me!
Problem no.2. Tomorrow we´re taking class photo, of course I feel so ugly. I get jealous easy sometimes and I hate myself for it. But I guess I´ll just get over it. I went out for a walk yesterday with M, and it was good because I got to talk out my feelings. I mean, people sometimes tell me their secrets, but I mean hey! I´m a teenager, no way in hell I could keep it in me. But I try hard though.
So, thrid problem is my foot/ heel? I don't know the freakin problem, but I can't walk normally. Well sometimes I can but my foot is just fucked up. I want to practise so bad, but my foot doesn't want to cooperate with me. Grr, this gets me so frustrated.
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