Online Diary

Know the water's sweet but blood is thicker

Dear Diary!

Yes, I am alive. I just survived a 3 hours physics test. Exhausted? Hell yes. My homeworks is suffocating me. Yet, I have time to write this. Guess that I need a break. Topic of today? I don't know. Lets start off with me standing in front of two choices. Halloween party with my classmates plus a few randoms, or a suprise party (adult party.). I got some problems, I dont have a costume #panic.

Secondly, I´m so excited about Vampire Diaries season 5! Finally. I´m watching a new episode every friday, since that´s the day it´s availible in my country. I´m so over Caroline and Tyler, it´s Caroline and Klaus now. Yes, I have a wierd crush on his accent. British mmmhm. And also, they have a spinoff series with the original family, me like!

So, I´ve also started to study chinese again, another weight on my shoulders. I guess I´m handling it OK now, but I´ve just been to 2 classes. So, totally off topic now, but I had this nightmare I just can´t forget about. Writing it down maybe will make me. I think it was all the events of that day that made my nightmare. So I was on some camp with random ppl, well I know who they are but I never talk to them - you know what I mean? So, one night, they just went into my room wile I slept and stuffed spiders down my throat. So I threw up spiders and it was so scary! I remember that dry feeling in my throat.

So away from this nastiness, I´m thinking about something else. Online chatting. It´s scaring me, but at the same time it´s an extremely good way to know people. I mean, when you´re sitting behind the screen, the person gets to know you. Your personality, that of course if you´re not faking your identity. I´m just kinda putting up walls when I chat with someone. I´m very careful with what I say, especially about locations and names or showing my face.

Well Wattpadders, I guess that was all that was in my mind today. 

xoxo

thebigdreamer