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Set me on fire

Dear Diary!

I am very stressed at this moment I am sitting here writing my feelings down. So during this two moths of inactivity, I have been able to take my drivers license (YAY, thumbs up for me), and ordered my graduation hat (which I have heard from my relatives in UK looks like an sailors hat haha). So before I go on Christmas break I have alot ahead of me, which is why I am sitting here complaining about my life haha. So tomorrow, I have this assignment I have to hand in, and which I´m not done with ofcourse, being me. And then for tuesday, I have a 4 page chinese homework, how great. And did I mention that I´m trying to catch up in CAD? Makes me want to dig a whole and hide in there forever. Oh yeah, BEFORE I go to CAD that day and probably be ashamed because I have´nt finished anything, I have a 4 hours physics test. How great.

Well now I´m done complaining about school, should I just complain about my love life? Well I have no love life but I often hear about people having crushes on me, especially class mates which makes me just uncomfortable. Especially A, because he is so nice. About a week ago, my calculator was running low of batteries, and I happened to sit next to him. So I told him my issue (and pehaps whined), and he ran to his locker and gave his batteries to me. Nice, but doesn´t it feel like he is to nice? It is the same when I complain about the weather, he always offers his scarf to me. I shouldn't jump to conclusions, but after getting teased my other classmate L it´s a bit annoying. She´s always so ... I can't even describe it. What do you guys think? And I shouldn't even get started on how awkward I feel with D. Well I hope he has a girlfriend, I would be happy for him.

So my next issue is that I have not yet bought any christmas gift. Well one but thats as good as none. Panic? YESBOX! I´ll probably go crying and try buying some christmas gift the 23th. Yes, in Sweden we celebrate christmas 24th. And guess what, I´m going to work my ass of that day. Work on Christmas = double the cash. I don´t see a reason why not.

This is probably all I have to say, and can say. Now I have to rush to do my history assingment about WW1 and WW2.

xoxo
thebigdreamer