Online Diary

It is not length of life, but depth of life.

Dear Diary!

Today, I´ve been studying, and yesterday too. I´m starting to wonder if the point with my life is to study. Well, we start elementary school so that we can learn how to write and read, then we learn another language in third class - english. In sixth grade we learn another language (in my case, spanish). And we just read and prepare so that we can have a good job. And when we get a good job we work to get money for our pension, and then what? Well and another thing we strive for - love and money. I guess that you will learn in the end that money cannot buy you happiness. But as I always say, I´d rather cry in a Ferrari than a cheap, ugly car.

I´m currently studying, lolz I´mma nerd. I´m having a test tomorrow about law and things like that, so boring that I´m sleepy. And I´ve also been playing badminton, for 2 hours, feel like I got my workout today, and I´m going to try to get my lazy ass out tomorrow too, to run about 2-4 kilometres. And I have to stop hitting myself with my racket whenever I get angry or upset during a match, I have a bruise on my calf, although it doesn't hurt it doesn't look nice. Well, I hate to lose, whenever I do I want to throw my racket, I did it like my first competition but my dad gave me an warning and since then, I just hit myself. Don't ask me why, it´s just better than to break my racket, I guess.

I feel guilty now, I´m supposed to study, and I´m not. Damn, I have to be more strict to myself, not just about studying, but with motion and food. I just ate an Ice Cream like a hour ago, and I´ve eaten choclate today, like anybody cares ... YES I do. I´m having a fat day today, means that I hate my body today. Well,well, think I have to go back to studying now.

Sleep well wattpaders!

XOXO