Wishes

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Dear wattpaders!

Today, I found his Twitter. J. I don´t know whats running through my mind. He´s been tweeting a alot of love tweets, and about how his former girlfriend (at least that what I think) was the one made for him. I don´t know why I feel sad. It´s not like I see him anymore. Still, there´s this stupid part of me that won´t let go of him.

Lasts couple of days have been hectic, and I feel so worn out physically and mentally. I feel tired constantly, and I have so much work to do. One of the things is to read Wuthering Heights in classic English. Do I find it hard? You bet. I usually find language bearable, but this is too much.

So I also got myself a gym card. I just felt like I needed this to keep fit, in the winter at least. Then I have a reason to own that card haha.

Tomorrow, my class camrates are coming to my house to make sushi and chill out.

I´m still unsure about D and my relationship. I mean, I guess I stopped it before it got too far. Why am I always rejecting and messing things up? I don´t even know.

xoxo

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