Dear diary!
So what can I say, today in school we had outdoor activities, orientation. Wet and muddy shoes, gotta love it! (not). Ate pizza for lunch, think I deserved it lol, after all, I ran for like ... one hour and a half? Well I can say thank you for the weather, at least it didn't rain.
I have a confession, I´m so scared of snails and worms. I think I have like a phobia or something, when I see a snail or worm my body just shakes and i just want to walk away. And also, I´m scared of jellyfishes lol, I just find them creepy with them being so slimy. It´s frustrating sometimes because when I go to the beach with my friends I can't relax 100% because I just concentrate on looking out for jellyfishes, sad but true. Well life goes on, I have to make the best of it.
I just realized that I get attracked to boys that are smart! Like when they are good with maths I get so ... I don't know. You probably think I´m crazy but hey! I´m a teenager, let me daydream about smart boys if I want to lol. Looking foward the weekend because I have a competiton going on, so yeah.
Sometimes I just feel like stop doing everything, like when there´s so much going on with school, you have a lot of homeworks, you have to practice (badminton in my case), and then on top of all an instrument (piano). I feel like I have no life, no time for friends. Well, we all have the time of our lives. And I miss the time when I was in ninth grade, my class and the mood. Now everything is so serious, and your grades are you future. I´m afraid of failure.
'cause sooner or later things will catch up, no matter how fast you run. Yeah, you can't run away forever. To be a coward and hide everything works for a while, but then, you just have to (wo)man up and fix it. Whatever your problem is, you can solve it. It´s better than to carry a weight on your shoulders.
Do I write boring stuffs? It feels like all I do is complain. I always think; You shouldn't complain, millions have it worse than you. You have food for the day, a home, and a lovely family. But the human's nature is greed, and you´ll always want to want more. It´s like an obsession. They say that once you do a beauty surgery you can't stop. And do I write the same stuff all the time?
Well, well, I should go and do maths. And I´m going to play badminton in half an hour. See you tomorrow, or Saturday, OR Sunday. Bye wattpadders!
XOXO
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PertualanganJust a not so regular 18 years old girl trying to discover the world. To be old and wise, you first have to be young and stupid. Loyal to my friends and true to myself. Musiclover, sporty and a nerd. This is my story, follow me through my journey to...