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It was just another day of high school which once again, you could not wait to be over. Its not so much that you hated school, you loved spending 5 days a week with your friends but it's just who you see there every day. Peter Parker. He was the popular boy all girls wanted, and three months ago, you had that.
You always had a crush on Peter, you would say it was at least two years and at a party, he finally spoke to you. You both spoke for months after that, you met up, you did things people would do in a relationship, but it was a secret. No one knew about this, well everyone knew, but Peter said it was all a lie and it did not happen, but the people close to you know it happened, you wouldn't lie about that.
You ended up because it ended up getting around the school as the wrong person heard about it. One of your friends told a friend outside your friend group and then the next thing you knew, everyone knew and you and Peter were just a memory.
It's like he was embarrassed to be with you. It's not like you weren't a popular person, its just the fact you weren't one of the it girls every boy wanted. It broke you, you have never felt like that about a person ever, so it complete broke you and three months later you are still the same.
Seeing him each day and him walk past you like he had no idea who you were, you couldn't describe anything less. Your heart sunk every time you seen him, the feeling was indescribable, but you wouldn't wish that feeling upon your worst enemy.
You were sat at the lunch table with your friends just having the normal gossip that would go around at school. Gossip was good, as long as it didn't involve you.
'y/n have you heard Peter is talking to that Rosie girl from chemistry' your friend said from across the table. And there comes that feeling of your heart sinking in your chest.
'No I haven't and I would prefer not to hear about it' you fake smiled as you took a drink of your water.
'you joking, do you still have feelings for him' she said to you again and you rolled your eyes at this comment as they all full well knew your feelings for him hadn't changed.
'can we just change the conversation' you snapped as you looked at them all and they ruined silent for a couple of seconds before they moved.
Before you knew it, it was time to go home and finally get out of this place. The situation being brought up again today just put you in a bad mood after lunch so that last period dragged as you were in a bad mood.
You got home and went straight upstairs and went on your phone to catch up with your socials from not seeing them all day as there is no phone allowed in school.
You shot up from laying on your bed as you seen a message from Peter pop up. your heart raced to the point where there actually was a chance it could beat out of your chest.
'We haven't spoke in months so I'm just wondering why you still have feelings for me? not much even happens I don't understand why you have made things up about us that didn't happen, I would just prefer if you stopped talking about me because its annoying when people ask' when you snapped out of that message you felt tears slip down your face.
He is making you out to be a liar, and claims nothing happened. The fact that he can message you like that and really fool himself that nothing happened, really showed how little he cared about you.
But you know that no matter what he said to you, those feelings would never go away. You don't even bother to reply because you would be fighting a losing battle with that boy.
you didn't even want to message your friends about it because one of them clearly got you into this by telling someone and it has got to him. So once again, you have to go through something alone.
But then you needed to remember, he is only saying nothing happened and hiding that we are even friends because you are the only person who knows he is Spiderman. but then it clicked, he has ruined you, and well you know this could ruin him, so maybe it was his turn to see how it feels.
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SOOO I am finally back! I literally don't think I have wrote in like a year or so, I acc forgot I had this story but anyway I'm going to write as much as I can but I'm not promising anything lol. I just really missed the connections with people messaging me and stuff so drop me a message because I miss you guys talking to me :( anyway as always any requests let me know!!
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