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You tossed in you bed for what felt like the hundredth time tonight. You pushed the coves off you so you were laying flat on your back with a sports bra and shorts on and nothing else just the cold air hitting you hoping it would make you fall to sleep.
It's been about four house since you got into bed and well your boyfriend tom sure got to sleep as you can hear soft snores leave his mouth as he breathes in. His mouth is ever so slightly open and no matter how long you look at his face you would never be able to get enough.
You tossed over to you left side and tapped your phone to check the time and it read 3:27am, great. You didn't have anything planned for the day ahead so staying up late would be okay but you love sleep but you just can't get to sleep.
You looked over to your blind and you seen the droplets off rain hit then travel down your bedroom window and the moon light ever so slightly lit the room up with little lines were the blind was open.
You swung you legs left so that they could then dangle off the bed. You then sat up and placed you elbows on you legs then placed your face in your hand. You had been working so much you are drained but luckily work was done, you were now going into a new career which hopefully won't tire you out as much. You rubbed you face a couple of times then let your face rest in you palms as you let out a long breath.
You felt a soft hand come in contact with your lower back and you instantly felt a hot touch and shivers went down your spine.
'You okay love' you heard a very sleepy tom whisper from behind you as he shuffled in the bed closer to you.
'Yes I'm just not tired' you said, you were lying.
'You said you were tired when we came to sleep at twelve darling what's wrong' he replied back as he sat up behind you and then wrapped his legs on either side of you and then you felt his bare chest hit you bare areas of you back.
The heat of your body instantly rose. You leaned back to deepen the touch you already had then tom wrapped his arms from you back to the front of your waists to grab your hands. He held them tight. Like he was never going to let go.
'What's really wrong? You can tell me darling it's okay' tom said into the crook of you neck and you could feel his hot breath each time he said something.
'I'm just super tired from work but something is keeping me up and I don't know what' you said as you were still fixed watching the rain hit then drop down your window and you felt tom gently rubbing your hand with his thumb.
'You don't need to work I can keep us stable I have told you this before' he replied back as he drew patterns on your palm with his fingers.
'Tom I have told you this before I'm not having you pay for everything I need it's not right, it's fine I will be okay, I'm honestly fine' you said back not wanting to start this conversation now as you have both had it before, he was so generous, he would always say he would pay for the house, food and things you need but that's not your way of life. If you want something you work for it yourself. Period.
'I know how you work, when you say you are fine you are not fine' he said then you turned your head a little so you could see him at the corner off your eye.
'Tom I promise I'm okay' you said back giving a small smile even though you knew you were lying.
'Promise' tom said as you then shut your eyes.
'Promise' you said then opened your eyes again to meet toms lazy eyes.
'Lets get you to sleep' tom said as he unraveled himself from you and got back to his side of the bed.
'Come on' tom said with his arms open in the bed ready for you to fill. When you did that tom let the coves lay on top of you as you snuggled into tom the way you always liked to.
'I love you' tom said as he placed a couple of kisses on your forehead.
'I love you too' you said as you places a kiss on his chest and then placed your head back onto his chest and listen to his heart beats and counted them until your eyes finally gave in and fell to sleep in your boyfriends arms.
-This popped into my head because I couldn't sleep, where is tom when I need him hughhhhh
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