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Events were something you would always try to avoid. Luckily for you Tom understood because he knew how anxious and stressed you would get in large tight crowds or even really loud crowds.
However tonight was different. Tom was up for an award and if he wins, which you know he probably will, you wouldn't want to miss that. So you decided that just for him, you would try to face your fear and finally go to an event . Tom asked you a lot to go with him too events and you would always say no, you just always got a bad feeling in your stomach and got overfilled with dread. Being in crowds, just scared you.
You wore a plain back jumpsuit and your hair slick back straight. You and Tom were both getting photos so you both needed to look your best.
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The night went on and as you suspected, Tom well deservingly won his award. You were so proud and couldn't keep the smile of your face due to the excited you had for him. This made you feel so happy that you came tonight and you couldn't wait to go and celebrate tonight with family and friends at the after party.
A bar was hired out for the after party celebration for everyone involved with Tom an how he got to his success today, well basically why he got this award. It was a nice way to celebrate the success of Toms career in the way he deserved.
There was so many people there, such as people who have coached him, his own personal friends, family and also other actors. It was packed, great.
For once in an atmosphere like this you were enjoying yourself. You were around having so many conversations with so many different people it was lovely. Most of the time you would stick with Toms family just because you knew them well and this made you feel more at ease knowing that you had someone there. Tom was off talking to everyone else for most of the night because he was giving out thank yous and getting congratulations. This was a big night for him and you didn't want to be trailing around behind him.
You stopped talking to the person you were talking to then turned around. You felt like everything turned into slow motion. For a moment there was no one around you that you knew.
You felt like you couldn't move. It's like your lungs had been blocked and you were going to drop to the floor. The hard feeling in your chest you knew exactly what was going to happen next. That feeling you hated so much but just couldn't control.
You looked down to your hands and they were shaking like mad then you felt your legs start to give way.
You grabbed onto the person next to you to stead yourself.
'Wowww, you okay sweetheart' he said as he grabbed you up and you gripped onto him tighter.
'Tom...get Tom...please get Tom' you burst out as your breathing starts to go into that pattern it usually does when you go into a panic attack. When your chest paste picks up to the point that you think you are going to explode. Feeling like everything is going to close down on you. No air is coming in.
The people around you start shouting for Tom but the man you are holding onto stays put keeping you up.
You breaths quicken up as you try to get them in. Tears start coming and you start to shout trying to get the breaths in. More comes out at screams as you start freaking out not knowing the people around you.
Within a couple of seconds you felt multiple hands around you walking you away.
'GET TOM' you shout out breathing in again trying to get it out. You needed to say more but couldn't due to not being able to breathe. Your breathing speeded up once again causing the tears to stream more and you shout out a scream trying to breath but with no air, long screams are made.
