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Darkness is all you see. Throwing your bag onto your bedroom floor then dropping onto your bed, there is nothing. The same routine every day is exhausting. Countless thoughts going through your head as your ears are filled with the light taps on the window that the rain is leaving behind as it slips down your window. Your day wouldn't be a routine if you didn't get picked on in some sort of way and it sucked that that was a part of your routine.
You didn't even know who you were anymore. You are not that happy girl you were years ago. The girl who loved going in seeing her friends. Not listening to what others say about you, just getting on with what you had to do. But now you are lost. Lost in a way your couldn't even explain, you couldn't see the light at the end of that tunnel even if you tried.
Feeling alone is what hurts the most. You have three amazing friends around you, but they don't see how broken you really are. Well one of them is the only light you do see. The shimmer in those dark brown eyes. His hair that flows perfectly and him turning up every day making now effort but still looking so perfect.
Getting called all the names in the book does eventually get old but just because it's old it still hurts. People would love to push you down as they believe it pushes them up. You could say you were used to it but some still hurt.
Silence in your head listening to the rain you hear the noice get louder and louder. You opened your eyes that suddenly closed to seal the darkness and you seen peter hope through your window.
'W-what are you doing here' you said as you sat up and quickly whipped your eye as a tear slipped out releasing the pain.
'You are not alone y/n' peter said as he slowly made his way over to you and sat opposite you on the bed. Him confronting you made your heart sink. He knows something is up. He knows you like the back of his hand. You didn't think he knew something was up but you were wrong. You instantly looked down in disappointment knowing this would make peter upset by him knowing something is wrong with you. He hated it when you were sad, even more than you hated it.
'I'm nothing peter, nothing' you sobbed out as you let the tears drop out of your eye and roll down to reach the tip of your nose and not long after drip off.
'I don't- don't know what to do anymore' you let out as your tears started streaming down your face and you let your body fall forward so peter could catch you in his arms. His arms wrapped around you tightly, just like he was never going to let go. Your face was pushed deep into his muscular chest and you could already feel the dampness of his shirt increasing due to your hears seeping in.
'Your okay..just breath' you heard peter softly say as his chin was rested on your head. You listened to his heart beat and took a couple of minutes before you slowed yourself down and met his.
'I don't like feeling like this peter I want out' you said as you pulled away from peter and look him straight into his eyes and you could see the blood shot in his eyes due to him filling up along with you. He slowly raised his hand and placed in ever so softly onto your check. You raised your shoulder and tucked your face into it to capture his hand between it. You shut your eyes to his touch and raised your hand so you could rest it on his.
'Where ever you are I will try my best to get you out off, I'm here now y/n and I'm here forever' peter replied and his voice was as soft as it could ever be. You know he wanted to help you but you didn't even know what you needed help with to get you out of this dark place.
'I won't stop until you are back to the y/n I know and love' he said and that made your heart raise back up. You opened your eyes to see peter inches away from you and before you could even do anything you felt a pair of soft lips hit yours. Your eyes instantly closed to fall into the kiss. Your lips moved so perfectly together and this was something you never wanted to end.
Your foreheads pressed together and your hot breathes bouncing odd each others faces
'I love you too peter' you whispered out to him. Slowly peters hands made his way to yours and he gave them a slight squeeze.
'We will get through this together. I promise' peter spoke again as you pulled apart and cuddled into his chest. Maybe this could be the start of finding your light at the end of the tunnel.
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This was probs shit I'm sorry but guys if you are ever going through anything let your friends in, they will help its what they are there for x
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