Warning: this does contain mentions of drugs and sexual assault so if you are sensitive to that don't read okay :)x
'Please just come' you heard tom say as he was laying on top of you in your shared bed begging you to go to this party tonight
'But tom I can't be bothered' you said tossing around trying to get out of his grip but he was too strong
'I'm not going to let go until you come I can't go alone' he said looking up at you
'Right fine just for you' you said to tom then he kissed you on the lips then got up and went for a shower. You would never usually go to party's when you don't know people but for this one time you will go with tom as he keeps talking about it.
You decided to straighten your hair to start and listen to some music while you do it to keep yourself entertained as it's boring with no sound around
'I don't know what to wear' you said to tom as he came I'm with just a towel around his waist
'Well I'm wearing my white t shirt with my grey jacket and jeans so maybe you should wear you white two piece thing you have' he said as he started blow drying his hair
'Yeah I guess I will' you said as you started doing your makeup naturally as you didn't want to make too much effort but still look presentable. You decided to do your normal face routine with eyeliner and some thick lashes and a nude lip just a nice simple glam look.
'You ready darling' you heard tom say
'One second' you shouted as you smiled on your black heels and walked out
'You look gorgeous love' tom said as he walked over to you and wrapped his hands around your waist
'Why thank you' you said smiling and he planted a soft kiss on your lips and he tried to deepen it
'Steady on Holland' you said as you pulled away from him and grabbed the door and you heard him huff behind you as you were driving because you were not planning on drinking and tom was so you thought you should drive.
Tom gave you directions to get to the house and when you got there it looked packed and the house was a big size too, great. You parked up and you both got to the entrance of the house and it looked parked
'You will be fine' tom said as he looked at you reassuringly as he knows you don't like being in tight places like this and you then both walked in and tom made his way over to his friends right away, great.
'Y/n..hey y/n' you heard someone say behind you so you turned around to see your friend there with her boyfriend
'Oh my god hey y/f/n, how are you how's things' you asked as you gave her a hug and said hi to her boyfriend
'I'm doing great hun we haven't seen each other in ages do you want a drink' she asked picking a cup up
'Oh no it's fine I'm driving anyway I thought I would let tom let loose and I will drive' you laughed as you then poured yourself some water.
You were sat down on the couch for ages talking to y/f/n name about so much as you haven't seen each other in ages.
'Oh no I don't know which drink is mine' you said as you looked at the table next to the couch and there was loads of red cups on there
' I think it's this one' you said and you picked it up and it was water so it probably was yours as most people will be drinking alcohol not water.
'I'm just going to go to the toilet' you said as you stood up and felt light headed straight away so you placed your hand onto your head and closed your eyes tight to sort yourself out
'Are you okay' you friend said as she placed her hand on your hip
'Yeah just a little light headed' you said as you walked over to the stairs and you knew something wasn't right
'You okay love' you heard tom say as you walked up to him and gave him a kiss
'Yeah I'm just going to the toilet so I will be back in a minute' you said as you left him to it and made your way up to the bathroom and it was a lot less busy up there which was good. You got to the bathroom and turned to close the door but when you didn't you felt pressure pushing it back and you thought it was tom but when the person walked in it wasn't
'Ummm I need the toilet' you said as you tumbled back and grabbed the sink and the person didn't look familiar at all to you and at this point your eyes were all over the place and you didn't know what was wrong as you haven't been drinking anything.
He then walked closer to you and grabbed your arms and pushed you against the wall
'What areee...what..you doing' you struggled to get out as he started to kiss you neck and suck hard definitely leaving marks, you legs started to give way but the grip he had on your arms kept you up and it hurt, but you couldn't get your words out even if you tried. He started to feel you but he had a grip of both of your hands so you couldn't move or tell him no, no matter how hard you tried he wasn't stopping. Your tears were dripping down your face as you didn't know what to do, you couldn't do anything, you hand been drugged and couldn't move or talk literally nothing.
He then bent you over the sink and you felt your pants fall down past your knees and all you could do was cry. You were in shock about why this was happening to you all you wanted to do was shout for tom but you couldn't. Your hips were being pushed down onto the sink and the pain was horrible making you groan out in pain and making you cry even more.
Just as he was about to try to have sex with you you heard the door being kicked and then he stoped and you could hear him trying to pull up his jeans but the door was then kicked down and tom was stood there at the door and you then fell off then sink and fell onto the floor
'WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE' you heard tom say then you seen him punch the boy in the face twice and yelled at him a lot more but you couldn't really hear as you were out of it before he kicked him out of the bathroom. You cried with happiness because tom was here but also out of fear as what has just happened to you will effect you for the rest of your life.
Tom then started to pull your pants back up and when he did you grabbed his hand and tried to stop your head rolling back and you then looked him dead in the eye and tears formed right away
'I...I'm...so...sorry' you said as you struggled to get your words out to him and it hurt you so bad you couldn't get them out
'It wasn't your fault y/n don't say that' he said as he pulled you into a tight hug and you cried into his shoulder for what feels like a life time. You got given some water and drank it to see if you would feel better and it did work a little bit as you could now stable your head a little and talk now.
'Shall we get you home darling' tom said as he stood up
'Yes please' you said as you then got lifted by tom as you couldn't get up yourself then you both managed to get out to the car. Luckily tom had only had one beer so he was okay to drive for about five minutes to get you home, you decided to nap in the car as you were shattered.
You heard the car door open and that woke you up then you seen tom standing there
' do you want me to help you' he asked as he unbuckled your seat belt
'Yeah I need it' you said to him and he flipped your arms over his shoulder and you both made your way up to your apartment and after all this you needed to be home.
You got in and instantly wanted to go to bed and wish that this is all a dream but it's not. Tom helped you over to the bed and got you out some joggers and a sweatshirt and then he helps to undress you but it reminds you of what happened so you snapped out of your thoughts and stopped and grabbed your hand as you thought you were back in the moment
'No' you shouted a little as you grabbed his hand
'It's me darling, it's me' he said as he grabbed his hand and then you both placed your foreheads together and a tear slipped down your face
'We will get though it' he said as he rubbed your hand and you both pulled away
'Can you take all my clothes off because all this is going in the bin' you said as you thought it would help you get rid of the thought
'Yes love of course' he said as he started to take off all your clothes and you didn't mind you and tom were very comfortable around each other so you didn't mind. You then felt tom rub your arms and you looked down and they hand bruises all down then, a tear slipped and tom whipped it away with his thumb
'Lets put them away and get to sleep' tom said as he put your joggers on and then your sweatshirt and he placed you into bed.
Not long after you felt tom get into the bed with you and his arm went over your waist so he could told onto your hands and hold them tight and make you know he is there and will never leave. You closed your eyes and it keeps replaying in your mind. You turned your head so it was against the pillow and tried to hold your tears back but your heart started to beat fast and because toms hands were there with yours he felt it
'It will be okay darling' he said then you just started to full on cry
'Come here' he said as he turned you around and pulled you into his chest and let you sob
'Shhh...shhhhh' he said into your ear to calm you down and he rubbed circles onto your back
'I love you' you heard to say
'I love you too' you said as you looked up and gave him a soft kiss on his lips then cuddled back into him and hoped that eventually you would end up going to sleep.
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This was probs really bad but I'm sorry and if you don't like this or think it's too much let me know and I could delete it x
