I came up with this title because of the name of the song 'lost without you' this imagine isn't based of the lyrics but I thought I would do a imagine to do with it so maybe you should listen to the song :) I love it 💗
X
-
You looked out of your window hearing the light drops of rain hit your window and land in puddles outside. You threw your head to the side until it hit your couch and you sighed from your thoughts.
Birds were hopping around pass the leaves outside in your garden as the rain still poured down. The sky was so dark even though it was only half past three. You could just see all the rain drops clinging onto the window as the light from the street lights shone into your house.
You were stuck with countless thoughts, about the same amount of raindrops that were on your window.
You didn't know if there was feelings for tom or not. You were both very good friends and had been for so many years but sometimes you can't help but feel a romantic tensions sometimes or maybe it was just you, but you never knew what it was.
It was nagging and nagging you and you knew you had to tell him your feelings. You have been bottling this up for over a whole year now and you just didn't know what to do.
The feeling were real and you knew it but no one has ever liked you back it's like people crush only like them back in movies. It makes you feel like you aren't good enough and you hate that, so much.
You took your eyes away from outside and looked towards your tv, it was still on a random channel and the sound was only just up lightly. You knew you had to do something, these thoughts are eating you up.
You threw your blanket off you and stood up straight away before you change your mind and sit straight back down again.
You walked down the short hall and into your bedroom where you decided to get out of your pjs and into some other lounge wear. You put on some plain black leggings and a dark grey baggy sweater. You shrugged and you looked in the mirror and you look so tired, just looking at yourself you knew when you got to toms you wouldn't be able to act like everything is fine because your face says it all.
You slipped on white converse and grabbed your biggest jacket you had to cover you from the wild weather outside. You were in no fit state to drive and plus toms house is only around the corner anyway.
You walked back out to your living/dinning area and you stopped and stood. What were you going to say to him? You just didn't know how you were going to tell one of your best friends you like them, like come on.
After the Hesitation you picked up your phone and keys and went out of your door and locked it.
The cold air hit you like a tone of bricks, god it really was cold. With the direction of the wind the rain was being forced to your face and you could feel it pushing past your face and into your hair. You speeded up your walking but it just made the rain more powerful when it hit your face.
You leggings were soaked and you felt like your water proof jacket wasn't even cutting it.
You walked as fast as you could so you could reach the end of your road then lead to toms.
You were so scared but this has been playing on your mind too much, you need to get it out.
Your stomach was going wild as you turned down the road of where his house was. The thing you were most scared about it what he was going to say. You don't think he likes you so what is he going to say to that?
Questioning yourself over and over again you reach his house. Right there you wanted to turn around and head home and drink away you feelings but this is best for you and you knew this needed to be done.
