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You and peter have been going out for about a year and a half now and well he is the best thing you have ever had. You found out about Spider-Man as soon as he was bitten by that spider as he didn't know what it was, still to this day you are the only one who knows, oh and the avengers.
Over the past month or so peter has been off with you. Every morning he would be there at you locker with Ned waiting to give you your good morning kiss and walk you to your lesson but you don't get that anymore.
Each time you would see him in the corridor he would speed up or pretend like he didn't see you. Every lunch he has been going out and usually every Thursday you would both go out for lunch together but that stopped when he started going out on his own.
You were currently sat at the dinner table in the cafeteria with bed and Michelle.
'Do you think peter is acting..well off lately' you asked as you took a bite of your sandwich
'I think so but I don't know maybe something is going on' Ned replied also tucking into his dinner
'But he usually tells me everything' you said as you looked down
'I know what you are thinking' you hear Michelle say beside you
'What' you replied looking back up and raising an eyebrow
'You think he has found someone else don't you' she said looking straight into your eyes
'I mean-I don't think he would do that to me..not after us being together for nearly two years' you said brushing it off
'Maybe you should talk to him' she replied as she looked back down to her book
'Yeah I will' you said as you finished your lunch and tried not to think about the whole thing till you got home.
You finally got home and went straight into your room to get dressed. You took off all you clothing then put on one of peters jumped and a pair of black shorts. Peters scent filled your nose and you shut your eyes and you never wanted that scent to go ever. The thought of peter leaving you was the worst feeling ever. You made you way over to you bed and layed out on top of it and let you head rest on your back bored. You picked up your phone to get you away from your thoughts then you finally decided to text him.
You: can you please come over?x
Peter x: I'm busy, maybe in like an hour x
You: it's urgent peter!
Peter x: and I'm busy just wait y/n
You: right.
Peter x: don't start
You: you wait until you are here then I will start so hurry up.
You sent that text and then threw your phone to the over side of your bed and turned over and grabbed you pillow and cried. The feeling in your stomach was horrible. The bad thoughts flooded your head, it's like you were brain washed with bad thoughts. You eyes dozed off as you fell to sleep with the thoughts going on fading out of reality.
You opened your eyes to hear your window opening behind you then a weight go down on the other side of the bed. You turned around to see peter there, you then looked up to see his face battered. Worse than ever.
'What the fuck have you been doing' you asked sitting up looking at him as he made he way Down to sit on your bed
'It was no big deal' he replied looking back down to his hands
'You always say that peter something is happening just fell me' you know something is up, you don't usually ask what happens unless he tells you but this time you were telling him
'We were all just training then I just fell over and hit the weight stand that's all' he replied as he started holding his face were his wounds were
' what you were working out in your Spider-Man suit do you really think I'm that stupid' you replied standing up and heading to your parents bathroom were there kept the first aid kit which was just across from your room. You walked back in to see peter still sat in his suit. You walked over to your bottom draw were you kept some of peters spare clothes for when he comes around. You got out some joggers and a t shirt
'When you put them on then we can talk' you said as you thrown them at him. Usually when you seen him get dressed you wouldn't be able to keep your eyes off him but to hide that you just closed your blinds and sat on your bed and not look at him while he gets dressed. You were sat there cross legged and the first aid kit in front of you.
Peter was done and he then sat opposite you on the bed and not even looking at you. You grabbed a wipe then lifted his face so you could start wiping away the blood and he still didn't look at you.
'You can't even look at me like you used to' you said to him and that instantly made him open his eyes
'W-what are you talking about' he said and you stopped
'You don't even look at me anymore peter every time I see you in school you look away, what is it. Am I not pretty anymore have I put on weight or something' you yelled at him
'No y/n no..it's just hard with all school work and all the stark stuff' he relied looking at you
'Do you even like me anymore' you replied looking down and then you shut your eye and a single tear dropped
'Of course I do what are you talking about' he said placing his hand on yours
'You aren't the same peter, you haven't kissed me in about a month you don't even touch me anymore peter for god sake like come on, I feel like I'm not pretty enough for you or something like you don't look at me like you want me or anything' you replied as you let another couple of tears slip as you moved your hand away from peters to wipe them
'What do you mean I don't like you anymore, you are the first girl I ever trusted and you dealt think I don't like you anymore, and you think I don't want you that's ridiculous, we have even had sex and that means a lot so why would I still be we you or why would I have done with you if I didn't like you Huhhh' he said and you could feel his eyes burning looking at you so you looked up and seen his eyes and they have all gone blood shot
' I'm scared your going to find someone else' you struggled to get out then you felt like your heart broke into a million pieces right there. You fell forward into his chest and he wrapped his arms around you. Sobbing your heart out into his chest you feel his hand rub up and down your back. He pulls you up so your are facing him and put both his hands around your face
'I'm not going anywhere y/n' he said looking straight into your eyes and those eyes were perfect, you got lost in them.
'Promise me' you said grabbing his hand
'I promise' he said as he leaned in to place a soft kiss on your lips and you missed that contact a lot. You pulled back and rested your forehead on his
'I love you' you hear him say and his hot breath hit your face
'I love you too' you said as you kissed him again. He pushed you onto your back on the bed as he hovered over you still kissing you. His hand were traveling up your t shirt and the heat your felt when he touched you, you missed the most.
' you better make it up to me' you said between kisses and letting your hand run wild in his hair
'Oh I will' peter said as he started to kiss down your neck, and you bed damn right he made it up ;)
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So I got my results today and I passed one out of the four I got, was lit three marks off a c in one of them but who cares :)))
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