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'Z I need to come over' you said straight down the phone as soon as your best friend Zendaya answered the phone.
'Yeah that's fine, come when ever you are ready, everything okay' she asked down the phone. You pulled yourself together before you answered.
'I need some advice, just what it is is really eating at me and I need to get it out, I will be there in ten' you said as you stood up off your couch.
'Okay well I will see you then' she said as you took the phone away from your ear and ended the call then threw your phone onto the couch.
Tired. Confused. Love. Clueless. Scared. Anxious. Anger. Admiration. Fear. Sadness. Not enough. The list of emotions could go on and on.
You were mostly angry and confused. You feel like you had everything in your head but, when you came to saying it nothing would come out.
It's like the thoughts wanted to be trapped in your mind. Like they quite literally can't escape.
It's when you plan to say something in your head but when it comes to it your mind does blank. It's exactly that, but constant.
When you were in this mood the only thing that could get you out of it was Zendaya. Not even your parents or any other friends, only here.
She has such a way of words and the way she would say things and put them across made all the stress and emotions flush out of your body.
After getting yourself ready to go you made your way out of your house and straight to your car to make your way to Z's.
This was one of those moments when you planned what you wanted to say on the way to the place you will be saying it. Usually you could plan it but realistically you didn't know what to say.
Relationship's were a no for you. All you have had is a first kiss. Expressing feelings in a serious relationship way was all a no for you. Until Tom came along.
You had a different buzz with Tom. Just like he was the one for you. But how could you know what? You don't know what love is. But I suppose we all have to start somewhere.
You pulled up and immediately got out of your car and locked it. You felt so angry but you didn't have anything to feel angry about.
You were just annoyed at yourself. You couldn't talk about your feelings and that made you feel weird. Wow struggling talking about feelings. If you can't say what you want then how can you get it.
You walked to the door and knocked before you opened it and walked in. You kicked off your shoes and walked straight to the living room area.
You walked in to see you sat on the couch and when she seen you she sat up and paused the tv.
'Come here' she said as she looked at you then opened her arms. This is the thing about Z, she can read you like a book sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad.
You went into her arms and as you did your felt yourself slowly chill out a little. She wouldn't ask you questions straight away as she knew you loved to chill out first before you full on spoke about the situation.
She was the best friend everyone wanted and you were lucky enough to have it.
After a couple of minutes you parted as you still both sat on the couch together.
