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You had never been a confident person. You would always get called pretty by your friends but you felt like they had too because, well, they aren't going to say you are ugly.
People say there is so such thing as perfection. But everyone is perfect in their own way. But unfortunately you cannot see that in yourself but you can in others.
You were constantly covered up. You would ever wear shorts and have your legs out unless no one is around. Constantly covered up, not skin was really ever showing. When you and Peter would have sex, you wouldn't even take off your top, it was just enough to take off your trousers.
He had never seen your body before. He constantly tells you that you are perfect is his eyes but, you just don't see it and you never will.
You were stood in your bed room with some shorts and a sports bra on. Currently no one was home and you were just looking at yourself as you moisturised your skin as you just got out of the shower.
You were an active person, you would go to the gym at school, go for walks in your spare time and always give it you all I'm p.e lessons so you were a sporty person and would think you would be in great shape, but for you, even though it should be, it's wasn't good enough.
You stood for a little and looked at yourself. Picking apart each part of your body you didn't like. You didn't know why you were like this but, you couldn't stop looking at yourself in this way.
Taking you out of your thoughts your door opened and your head swung around and there was Peter.
'Peter what the hell..why didn't you call me' you said as you walked over to get your dressing gown.
'Wow' he said as his eyes attached onto you like there was nothing else around.
'You should have knocked' you said as you wrapped it around you, you were so embarrassed. You felt your cheeks go red and your eyes start to fill up.
'I mean I'm glad I didn't you looked, amazing I mean wow' he said as he sat down on your bed. He looks so unbothered. You had just been so taken back that that's the most he has ever seen of your body, and you didn't want it.
'But I didn't want you to see me like that' you said as you turned away from him and walked towards your dressing table to do something.
'Y/n we have been together for nearly three years, your body could be anything and I would still love you because that's not what it's all about' he said softly from the other side of your room.
'Because I have my own insecurities Peter and maybe I don't want to get my body out' you said not looking over to him. You didn't like raising your voice at him but sometimes, that was the only way to get to him.
'I'm insecure about my body, I was insecure about talk to you and about what you would think about me and here we are today, in a near three year long relationship, I don't know how to make you feel better but if I like your body then who cares what anyone else thinks because I'm the only one that will seen it anyway' he spoke back to you, you could tell by the tone of his voice he was annoyed. You wouldn't listen, this conversation has happened many times but he has never won and never will.
'But that's the thing! I don't want you seeing my body, I hate it and you will too. There is so many other girls out there who will have a perfect body that you will love and I don't have that so that's why I'm not letting you see it because I don't want you to leave me!' You yelled back looking at him. He looked taken back by your yelling. Surprised to be honest.
'I just seen it and I love it, you really think I'm a boy who would walk away because of your body! Are you being serious do you even know me at all to know I wouldn't do that. Come on y/n I love you for you and I think that your body is beautiful and I always have. What you wear everyday hugs your body so perfectly and I wish I could see it just like I just have, you are perfect to me and that's all that matters' he said back to you. This time it hit something in you.
All you could do was get up and walk over to him. You straddled him and hugged straight into his neck and your legs were either side of him.
He let out a sigh of relief into your neck as he pulled you in harder.
'You really don't need to feel like that' he said and your neck heated where he spoke.
'I can't help it, I need to get out of it but I can't' you said as you started to pull away.
Your hands rested around his neck and his arms were resting on your legs. Eye contact was a gift with you and Peter his eyes were everything to you.
'I can't help you, I love you and to me you are perfect' he said as he held onto the tided bits of fabric that were keeping your dressing gown shut.
You held over his hand and looked at him with fear in your eyes and he could see that. He pulled you in so your foreheads rested together.
You felt it loosen around your hips and at this point your heart could beat out of your chest.
'Peter I can't' you whispered to him and you felt it open and the cold air hit your body.
'Baby, you are gorgeous' he said as he looked down and took it off.
You felt some relief as it fell of and he seen you like that. The look in his eyes was how he would look at you, full of love.
'I'm am in love with you, every single part of you' he said as he looked up at you again.
You smiled as he then pulled you in by your hips and your lips met.
Getting that reassurance can really help. But to everyone out there, you are perfect. Never think that something about you isn't good enough because I'm sure that what you don't like about yourself, others will love. This is the one body you have, do work with it! You have been made for perfection and show them hoes what you got! You are gorgeous and I love u.
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This is so short but I wanted to do a Peter one as I haven't in awhile.
Just a reminder that, even if you don't see it. I promise you are gorgeous. Never let anyone tell you different.
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