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'So are you going to get your lip sync battle up for is all then' Nikki said as everyone in the holland house was sat on the couches in the living room and you and tom were sat cuddled up.
'Really mum' tom replied slumping himself back into the chair more.
'Yeah come on' Sam said to tom and so did his other brothers
'Right fine give me the remote' he said as he let you out of his grip so he could get YouTube up onto the tv.
As tom got to the thumbnail of the video he spoke
'Are you sure you want to see this' he said hesitant as he didn't want you to see it yet
'Tom we all want to' you said as you then took the remote out of his hand and pressed play and let the video play.
'OMG tom' Nikki said as he came out in the suit and everyone just laughed and tom didn't look to impressed with it as he was cringing at himself. As he started dancing the girls all came on and dances around him and there bums were out for a free show and then all dancing around tom with perfect body's made you a little insecure right away.
You looked away from the screen and pulled away from tom as it looked like in the video he was looking at there bums. They started dropping it low then that's when harry popped up
'Bet that was a nice view with all them hot girls' harry said looking over to tom
'Ahah yeah' he laughed back and straight away you felt your heart go to your stomach. You couldn't believe he said that right in front of you. He was practically drooling all over them looking at them on the tv.
'That was great tom' Nikki said laughing as the video came to an end
'The girls were great' harry then chipped in
'Behave' dom said back to harry and everyone started laughing
'I'm going to bed I don't feel so well' you said tossing the blanket off you then grabbing you phone off the table
'Okay darling' tom said as he sat up ready to give you a kiss but you just walked away. You couldn't even look at him you were so annoyed.
'Night everyone' you said as you walked out the door and stopped for a second.
'You have upset her' you heard Nikki say and she must of been talking to him
'I haven't done anything' tom shot back and it's so annoyed he doesn't realise he has upset you he doesn't see it
'Well you did say it was nice to be surrounded by those girls' harry said and at least harry knew what was up
'You are an idiot she is going to feel insecure now' you heard sam say and you knew sam always had your side on everything
'Ughhh women I can't' you heard tom groan and he always does when he knows he is wrong
'You better say sorry to her Thomas' you heard dom say and you know they are mad when gets called Thomas.
You walked upstairs to toms room and shut the door behind you. You were already In your pjs so you just got straight into bed and cuddled into the covers as you don't have tom there to cuddle. You layed on your side and looked straight to the window and looked out just to see the house across the street. So many thoughts were going around your head. You are rarely jealous of other girls just because you always knew tom wouldn't leave you for someone else but when he came to something like other girls having better body's than you that made you insecure. Tom always says he loves your body the way it is, he loved your flaws more then your perfections but hearing him say that then girls were nice to look at threw you off.
Before you could even think more you heard the door creak open. You didn't even move all you did was close your eyes not wanting to be disturbed by who ever just walked it but it should be tom. Within a couple of seconds you felt the bed dip down a little and it rose as he for closer to you. You then felt a hand being placed onto the side of your hip and you moved your body a little and tossed to get his hand off.
'Ugh y/n what's wrong' you heard tom groan as he threw his hands up then landed on the bed
'What the hell do you mean what's up' you said back to him still not moving
'Are you jealous of a couple of girls or something' you heard him say and by the sound of his voice he sounded cocky
'You know what no I wasn't jealous but my own boyfriend made me feel insecure that's what's wrong with me, it was a bit of a kick in the teeth when you said it was nice to look at their asses when they are there half fucking naked in front of my boyfriend practically drooling over them! That's what made me annoyed Thomas' you shouted back as you sat up on the bed
'I was only joking' he replied throwing his head back hitting it on the back board
'It didn't sound like a joke I mean it looked like you were getting a nice look' you replied back huffing after you are done
'Right y/n I'm sorry I didn't think that would make you upset, you know I love your body so why would you think I would love someone else's because no one comes close to you and none of those girls were even near you just need to understand that I don't want anyone else and even if it did look like I was looking at one of those girls I wouldn't because I love you okay' he replied looking straight into your eyes and you knew he was behind serious you could just tell by his eyes
'You just need to understand that even if things are a joke they can still make me insecure' you said as his hand reaches out to yours
'Darling you don't need to be insecure, you might not see yourself as perfect but to me you are okay' he smiled
'I can never stay mad at you can i' you said as you rolled your eyes and smiled
'Come here' tom said as he layed down and Opened his arms. You layed yourself down onto toms chest making sure to still be looking at him
'I do love you' tom said looking down to you tucking some hair behind your ear then rubbing his hand over your cheek
'And I love you too' you replied smiling and tom got a hold of your cheek and went in and placed a soft kiss on your lips. It's was a short little slow passionate one. Tom then pulled back and started to move his had over your cheek and through your hair. His touch would send shivers down your spine. Your eyes slowly started to shut and from his touch you felt goosebumps rise on your arms.
Heading off to sleep you the felt a light kiss on tour fore head then followed by a whisper
'I love you' then that was enough to send you to sleep with tom rubbing your hair and cheeky as he was taking in your face features as you were laying on his chest but looking up to him.
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This was probs really bad but I'm try to get some uploads as I haven't done much
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