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He cheated. The love of you life, well you thought cheated on you.
The feeling over your body was insane. It was like you were having an overdose on drugs, but an overdose of emotions.
You left your apartment an hour ago to let your now ex boyfriend Ryan get his things bad leave. You two didn't live together, but he was there pretty often.
Him being there pretty often would mean he would bring friends around and whatever so when you walked into your house to see female shoes on the floor, you thought it was another friend.
But as you walked further towards YOUR bedroom noises got louder as you started picking up your pase. You swung open that door to see anyone's worst nightmare. Your partner having sex with someone else.
It's like the whole world came crashing down, you felt like the walls were going to close in on you. You just froze and felt like everything was in slow motion.
After screaming, shouting and tears. It ended in you storming out of your own apartment so he could get his shit together and leave.
But really though, why would he do it in your bed, like really that's bait. Also ew that girls naked body has been on your sheets, will be taking the trash out when you get home.
You were walking down the street talking to yourself in your head as you were sighing and shaking your head.
It was lightly raining so you had your hood up and your arms crossed over you body to give you some warmth.
After walking for awhile you decided to sit. There was no one around right now but you didn't know if it was because it was dark out and raining, or because it was nearly half eleven.
You sighed as you sat down and felt the relief in your legs as you lifted them up to cross them beneath you.
You looked around in daydream replaying what you seen in your bedroom. The look of him on top of another girls body, doing to her what he does to you. Just gave you shivers, and not the good kind.
It made you feel like you did wrong. Like you weren't good enough, or maybe that he was doing this to get out of the relationship. But this is how you would think about everything, blame it on yourself. But you never asked for this.
You placed your elbows against your knees and let your face sit in between your hands as you looked down.
You just didn't know how you would be able to get over this. To be honest it was him you were worried about, it was what you seen and the trust issues you will now have.
You felt that lump in your throat and just as you thought you couldn't cry anymore, tears started flowing.
Your body started to feel weird again, just trying to process what did just happen. Your breathing started getting heavier as you cried to yourself.
Snapping you out of your thoughts you heard steps get louder like they were coming towards you. You quickly wiped your eyes and looked up.
You couldn't really make out the person due to the darkness and also because they had their hood up.
You looked at them for a second then looked back down and you felt your lip starting to quiver. 'Not now hold it in' you said to yourself in your head just so the stranger didn't see you crying.
The footing stopped and as you looked up a male was standing there.
'Umm..hey I seen you over here alone and you looked upset so I wanted to make sure you weren't lost or anything' he asked as you looked up and he took his hood down.
