SELF LOVE- (POEM #5)

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"Maybe I don't cry,

But it hurts,

Maybe I don't say,

But I do feel,

Maybe I don't show,

But I do care"
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               -Unknown

I don't want to lose you now
I'm looking at the mirror and I see you looking back at me.
I'm glad I got you back
You're glowing again and that's all I want,
For you to be happy again.

But I lost you all over again
Why can't I just be happy?
Am I cursed or something?
Because it doesn't matter what I say or do,
I still end up back at that dark place again,
The place I ran away from
Where I was so lost.

And it hurts to know that I worked so hard to be happy,
And I'm still this broken soul.

But the bigger question is
Can I be fixed?
Or will someone love me for who I am?
Maybe, maybe not.

But I'm still waiting to see if love will allow me to be happy.

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