I feel anxious.
Like a child being over dramatic and ridiculous.
I give people the power to destroy me.
Then I feel lost when they do.
I can want to be alone for a while.
Then be ready to cry because I'm alone.
I have so many friends who I would do anything for. I shouldn't feel alone.
I feel like I'm fighting the demons in my own brain. I don't know how to feel these things without being angry for making others have to take the weight of it.
It truly never ends.
I can't go a day without a problem.
No one deserves being stuck holding my hand while I try to pick myself up.
I lost everyone who ever would have been okay with it.
I guess they weren't really.
I feel so lost.
So hopeless.
No one deserves to have to deal with me.
But I'm to scared to leave.
I'm sorry I'm a bad friend,Daughter,Sister and lover.
I am sorry I am bad at being okay.
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The Door To The Beauty Of Life
PoetryThe Pages Of This Book Are Magic. Each Turn Pulls You Deeper. .... Each Period makes you wonder. Every letter makes you feel. Welcome To my Reality Here is The Door. Leave me feedback i love constructive critisms and any questions you have im free t...
