Moving On or Moving Forward

Part 7 - A Chat With Nat

*You go to your room and go to bed thinking of everything that happened tonight*

*As you're falling asleep, a tear rolls down your cheek onto your pillow*

*You wake up the next morning and there's a knock at the door*

Y/N: "Who is it?"

Nat: "Hey Y/N, it's me, can I come in?"

Y/N: "Yeah, come in Nat"

Nat: "So crazy night last night huh?"

Y/N: "Oh my god tell me about it. I don't even know what I'm gonna say to everyone today"

"What happened with Tony after.. you know.."

Nat: "We calmed him down and he sobered up and honestly, I think he felt bad about what he said"

Y/N: "Really?"

Nat: "Yeah, you know, he really can't handle his drink, you probably met the worst side of him!"

Y/N: "Well I guess I'll wait and see if he comes to talk to me today and then I'll really know"

Nat: "I'm sure he will"

"What happened with you and Steve anyway? He came out looking devastated and didn't say a word to any of us"

Y/N: "He told me the truth about that night" 

*You tell Nat the whole conversation you had with Steve*

"So I told him that getting over him was the hardest thing I ever had to do and then I left"

Nat: "Wow. I didn't see that coming. Is that really how you feel? You really don't want to be with Steve?"

Y/N: "I guess so. For now at least..I-I don't know!"

"It's hard because I can't just forget what he did and how long it took me to get over him but I guess, deep down, those feelings are still there, and probably always will be, but..are they strong enough for me to forget what he put me through the last few months?"

Nat: "Sounds like you've got a lot of thinking to do"

Y/N: "Yeah...honestly I think I need some time to process everything and figure out what I really want."

Nat: "You know the best way to do that?"

Y/N: "What's that?"

Nat: "Training! And I think you're late"

Y/N: "Aghh damn it Nat, Barton's gonna kill me"

*You quickly get out of bed and get dressed*