Moving On or Moving Forward

Part 56 - A Talk With Thor

*A few nights later*

*Your mind starts to wander and think about Tony and Steve and everything that's happened recently*

*You start to get a bit emotional and want someone to talk to, so you get out of bed and head to Thor's room*

*You knock on the door*

Thor: "Come in"

*You open the door, walk in and shut the door behind you*

Y/N: "...I don't know what to do..."

Thor: *he sits up* "What do you mean?"

Y/N: "With Tony and Steve"

"It's like I'm stuck in this battle and there's no way out without someone getting hurt" *you start to cry*

Thor: "Oh hey come here"

*He holds his arm out, you go lay next to him, and he puts his arm around you*

"What decision do you have to make?"

Y/N: "Whether being with Tony is worth the pain I'm causing Steve"

Thor: "Do you love Steve?"

Y/N: "No but-"

Thor: "Do you love Tony?"

Y/N: "Yeah of course"

Thor: "And are you happy with Tony?"

Y/N: "More than ever"

Thor: "Then why are you gonna sacrifice your own happiness for someone's else's?"

"Look, I know you want to do the 'right' thing and make everyone happy, but that's not how life works. And Steve's a big boy, he'll be fine"

"You need to start putting yourself first for once. Because you really deserve to"

*Tears are falling down your face*

Y/N: "Thank you Thor"

Thor: "No worries kid, that's what I'm here for. I just wanna see you happy okay?

"And hey, if you're still not quite sure what to do, you don't have to decide tonight right?"

Y/N: "Guess not"

Thor: "Then don't"

*He pulls you closer, your head is laying on his chest and you wrap your arm round his middle*

Y/N: "Okay"

"Can we just lay here for a bit then?"

Thor: "Course"

Y/N: "Thank you"

*He kisses the top of your head*

*You close your eyes and slowly drift off to sleep*

*Thor falls asleep too*

*Tony comes to look for you and finds you asleep in Thor's arms*

*He quietly closes the door and goes to bed*

*The next morning*

*You wake up just as Thor's getting out the shower*

Y/N: "Agh did I sleep here the whole night?"

Thor: "Yeah we must have drifted off last night. Oh and you snore by the way!"

Y/N: "Oh my god, I do not?!"

*You throw a pillow at him*

Thor: "You'll pay for that"

Y/N: "Nope gotta go bye!"

*You run out the room*