PROLOUGE

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"I realized that he is really way beyond my imagination, way beyond mine that I can't reach. In which I realized that I can only have him in my dreams, and I wasn't ready to face reality. But as we looked in each other's eyes, we promised that in another life...when the destiny avail us, even if how far we are from each other, we will continue the love story we never started yet already ended."


I close the book as my tears continue to stream down my cheeks. I took a deep breath and close my eyes. Kanina pa sumasakit ang ulo ko kakaiyak. Mabigat din ang puso ko. Laging ganito yung dulot ng mga kwentong binabasa ko. Feel ko ako yung bida, damang-dama ko lahat, lalo na yung sakit!


You'll meet someone that is destined for you in an unexpected way. Mapo-fall kayo sa isa't-isa. There will be obstacles between your love story, yet in the end kayo parin talaga. Happy ending na. Sana ganon na lang talaga kadali yung buhay pag-ibig. Tipong isang oras lang kaya mo na ikwento love story mo tutal happy ending naman.


"We will continue the love story we never started, yet already ended." mabigat sa pusong sambit ko kasabay nang pag-ayos ko ng higa sa kama.

Sa ganitong edad ko ay hindi ko maiwasan na isipin kung anong klase kaya ng istoryang pag-ibig ang nakalaan para sakin. Tulad lang kaya 'to ng mga fairytale na sa loob ng isang oras ay happy ending na? O baka katulad ito ng kwentong kakabasa ko lamang na halos hindi pa nga nagsisimula ay tinapos na nila?


Will my first love be my true love too?


On the other hand, the only thing I'm wishing for is for me to find the love and happiness I truly deserve. May I find someone who'll I stay in love with for this whole lifetime.


The man of my dreams and the man I can call my own in this reality.


I took another deep breath, turn off my lampshade as I shove away all the thoughts I made and finally let the dark hugs me to sleep.

But as I wander in the dark, everything suddenly felt surreal...

I guess the love story I've been longing for, will eventually start after this dream...

.......... ^_^ ..........

Love or Faith? What about both? But can you really choose both?

Risks or Regrets? What about risks that you'll regret? Or regrets without you even risking?

A friend or Yourself? What about your friend, but it'll be painful? Then what about yourself, but it'll shatter everything else?

Beliefs or Temptations? What if you believe, but you're also tempted? Who will win?

Destiny or Human works? Let's say destiny? But it forbids you. Then maybe human works? But you're the one who will forbid it.

May you find the answers on this questions, while walking with the characters I've made. Just be brave (◠‿◕)

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