My One And Only

Chapter 71

Jess POV

I storm back into Jah and all the girls were on the couch still.

"Well that was a quick trip" Madi giggles

"We argued before we even got there" I say as Eva walks in

"Did you mean what you said just now" she asks with tears in her eyes

"What did you say Jess" Anna asks concerned

"That she's done" Eva replies

"Well did you" Eva asks

"I- no, no I didn't" I reply

"But surely you can see why I said it all we keep doing is arguing Eva it's not healthy for either of us" I say and she nods

"Guys let's leave them to talk" Dev says and all they all agree and leave the room

"I know but what are you suggesting that we break up"

"I don't know because that's the last thing I want to do because I don't know what I'd do without you, I love you so much" I say as a tear rolls down my cheek

"But we're going to keep arguing aren't we" she says

"Ye-yeah we are" I mumble not wanting to admit it

"Maybe we should take a break then" I suggest, I look up and she was crying which breaks my heart

I hold out my arms for a hug and she instantly hugs me.

"Your not going to like hookup with anyone are you" she asks through sobs

"No I'm not and I can promise you that"

"Your not are you" I ask

"No I don't think I could"

"Let's pinky promise we won't hookup with anyone or kiss anyone or anything like that" she says

"So basically don't cheat on each other even though we're not really together" I say

"Yeah"

I hold out my pinky and she shakes it with hers.

"I still love you you know that right" I say

"Yeah I do and this is what's for the best at the moment"

"And I love you too" she says and smiles slightly

She hugs me one last time and then leaves the room.

I sit down on the couch and just burst into tears.

I know we haven't broken up, but it feels like it and it really hurts.

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It's been a few hours and I'm still sat in the living room, but with Katie.

"You want to go out dipshit take your mind off it" Katie asks

"Not really"

"Remember everything happens for a reason" Katie says

"If you and Eva can get through this think how much stronger you will be as a couple on the other side"

"You have a point" I say with a slight smile

Just then Sab walks over.

"So Jess you and Eva are on a break"

"Yes and" I ask

"Well you know if you ever want to hook-"

"Sab no" I say cutting her off