"how do you let go of the person that felt like home?" - hwamin
"how do you say goodbye when your heart still wants to hold on?" - junkyu
hwamin and junkyu, childhood sweethearts once dreamed of achieving their idol dreams together, but what happen...
Somewhere in those 20 minutes, you had rested your head on your bent knees, closed your eyes, and nodded back into sleep. Junkyu, already knowing the passcode, let himself in and found you crouched over yourself. Shrugging off his jacket, he made his way over to you and gently wrapped his arms around you, taking a seat on the bed. His heart jumped now that he could actually hug you but it also pained him that you had had a nightmare.
Feeling a pair of warm arms around you, you stirred awake.
“kyu?” You wondered and looked up at him.
He smiled softly at you and pulled you closer into his chest. “Hey, go back to bed. Get some sleep.”
“But what if I see it again?” You asked, your words slurring together and a small pout formed on your lips.
Junkyu scrunched his eyebrows together, “See what again?” He asked.
“That smile. And the laugh that said I would never have you…” You explained, sleepily, and your eyes stayed closed longer with every blink. “Why would she say that? I really like you and I really care about you. So why can’t you be mine?” You wondered, not fully realizing that your heart was now in the driver’s seat.
With a flutter and spark of electricity, Junkyu's heart picked up its pace again. But this time, it wasn’t from worry.
“Who said you would never have me?” He questioned, trying to mask his giddy smile.
“The girl with the fake smile.” You reiterated and your voice lowered in volume as sleep dragged you under again.
“Well, she doesn’t know anything.” junkyu whispered as he felt your breath even out against him.
Laying you back on the bed, he tucked the blankets around you securely and moved some hair out of your face. Even in the dark, he could make out your closed eyes, the bump of your nose, and your lips that were parted ever so slightly.
Junkyu yawned and brought in a few blankets and pillows from your ample pile in the living room to make his bed on the floor next to your bed. Having had a few sleepovers with other members at your place in the past, he was used to sleeping on both the floor and the couch in the living room. But after the day’s events, he decided that the floor next to your bed was a better option over the comfort of the couch. Just incase you had another nightmare.
As he tucked himself into the fuzzy material, he hoped the next time he slept over, he’d be next to you in bed and not on the floor or the couch.
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