It doesn’t feel real even up until now, almost two weeks after the day he stormed out of your apartment. The emptiness in his heart feels too suffocating and it’s a complete bullshit to say he doesn’t miss your laugh, your hug, your random texts; everything that is you.
A few times he accidentally heard jihoon talking in the phone with you, and it breaks his heart that every time it’s just jihoon making sure you’re eating well and once he even heard soojin reminding you not to forget to take your medicine when you ran across eachother at the company.
His hands itched so much to just text you and ask if you’re okay, wanting to find out why do you need to take medicine.
Suddenly, it feels much too real when jihoon suddenly barges inside his room with a box in his arms. The guy doesn’t even say anything, simply drops it on his bed before leaving just like that.
Junkyu sits straight immediately. He has a rough idea of what it could be, his heart both running too fast and almost dropping at the thought of you giving him back all of his stuffs he has left in your place through jihoon.
His hands grip the side of the box tightly, leaving a dent on the card box as he slowly opens it. If anyone has found this box and sees what’s inside, they’d know for sure it’s a box full of memory, much too precious to be left behind. From his sweater that he has been looking for for almost a year now, to an extra charger he has left at your place, almost everything is there.
He knows, though, these are not everything. He knows some of his stuffs are probably still there in the place he has been itching to go to. You’ve probably gone on a cleaning spree and compiled every stuff of his that you’ve found along the way. He’s not going to believe you purposefully look for his things so you can give them back to him.
He’s not going to believe that.
That can’t be it right?
Surely, you’re not really saying goodbye to him, right?
Ten minutes later, when hyunsuk goes in to junkyu’s room to borrow some stuff, he ends up having to hold the younger in his arms as he guy cries silently at the thought of his love slipping away from his life.
Jihoon just stands outside as he listens to junkyu cry, his door slightly ajar, his heart hurting for both of his dear friends suffering through the same thing.
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LOVE IS GONE - is this an end for us? (junkyu x reader)
Fanfiction"how do you let go of the person that felt like home?" - hwamin "how do you say goodbye when your heart still wants to hold on?" - junkyu hwamin and junkyu, childhood sweethearts once dreamed of achieving their idol dreams together, but what happen...
