"how do you let go of the person that felt like home?" - hwamin
"how do you say goodbye when your heart still wants to hold on?" - junkyu
hwamin and junkyu, childhood sweethearts once dreamed of achieving their idol dreams together, but what happen...
junkyu felt guilty, seeing you in your current state and knowing that he was the one who caused it. he felt his heart clench, eyes dull as he stared you. junkyu didn't want to cause any more damage, seeing your fragile state was enough to hurt him. the tears flowing from your cheeks didn't stop, even though you tried wiping them dry.
"if you think I'm gonna come back, I wont." junkyu whispered, not exactly wanting you to hear but he knew you did. he took one final look at you, before exiting the house. leaving you, and all the memories with it behind.
junkyu thought he felt unhappy with your relationship. he kept pushing the thought inside his mind, knowing very well you provided him with endless happiness. he weren't as excited as he was when he was visiting you, or when you wore something pretty. junkyu knew how unfair he was being, how could he let go of the woman he cherished?
"what have i done?" junkyu cried, sitting at an the floor of his room back at dorm, avoiding everyone's eye. his head in his hands as endless tears escaped from his eyes.
"i just lost the best thing that has ever happened to me."
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he is a mess.
the first week after you guys broke up, he was quiet.
the boys didn't even know you broke up until jihoon asked why you didn't visit him that saturday because you always did, at first he tried to avoid the conversation saying you were busy with comeback preparations but he couldn't hide it any longer and broke down in front of the 11 guys who looked at him with hope
the boys were in total shock when he casually just shrugged his shoulders and told them you were no longer together. jaehyuk was quick to ask why, because you were just here the week before. you brought them their lunch and they gave you smelly and sweaty hugs in return. you were just talking to him on the phone a few nights before, and you both seemed happy like nothing's wrong.
"shit like that happens," he replied nonchalantly. "you think everything's okay because that's how it looked like. you don't realize you're being fooled until it's over."
jihoon wanted to make a mocking remark and to push his buttons so junkyu would tell them what really happened, but yoshi pinched his side when he realized the younger boy wanted to ask further questions. junkyu stepped out of the room, muttering something about getting some water. the rest of the group looked at hyunsuk, who looked like he was tangibly stressed about the situation already.
"what do i do?" he asked the group. none of them answered because this was the first treasure relationship-the first breakup. none of them knew how to handle a member who's going through a breakup.
a sigh from mashiho was enough to say that they should leave him alone for a bit.
he scrolled through his phone non chalantly until he got a notif
"ygentertainment official just posted after a while ! tap to see the post"
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