LOVE IS GONE - is this an end for us? (junkyu x reader)

17

>>>FLASHBACK<<<

A week. It has been a week since the last time you spoke to Junkyu after you had ended your relationship with him. You’ve been ignoring his texts since you told him you needed some time to yourself. You’re pretty sure he’d be on your door by day 3 had it not been for his busy schedule.

He didn’t accept it at first; he tried to call you every few hours, wanting to talk and all that until you eventually picked up. You don’t even remember half the things he said because you weren’t in a good state. In the end, you said you need some time by yourself and you will call him once you’ve calmed down—which is taking longer than you’ve expected.

You know you’d be too emotional if you were to talk to junkyu right away, which is why you asked for some time alone to begin with. It is a big deal for you, and if you start talking with your train wreck of emotions, you know it would not end up pretty.

To be completely honest, you’re not sure what you’re doing; are you running away like this? Does this mean you don’t trust junkyu as much as you thought you did? Is this a product of insecurity? Is it a good choice to be away from your boyfriend at times like this? Should you have stuck together instead?

You burry your face on your pillow, sighing for the nth time that day when the bell rings followed by a series of knocking on your door. Maybe if you pretend like you’re not home whoever that is would go away.

The person wouldn’t stop, though. So, you stand up from your bed and check yourself in the mirror, trying to see if you’re presentable enough. When you decide you don’t look as pathetic, you walk to your front door and open the door, not even bothering to check from the intercom.

“Can we talk? Please?”

Junkyu’s here.

>>>END OF FLASHBACK<<<

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It was a weekend, rare weekend when you have no schedule; you decided to roam around the night market to get something to eat with your mom

"how about we go give junkyu and the boys some, they have a comeback soon i heard, they'd be working hard" your mom said holding a bunch of snacks

"all of a sudden? why?" to say you were taken aback was less, you wanted to tell your mom you didn't want to face him but here was she making you go to him with food.

"don't ask why, just go and give it to them on the way" your mom replied with a smile packing goodie bags

you raised an eyebrow thinking that something was off

You’re usually reluctant to do things impulsively; even little things like buying food, for example, because you’re afraid they already have food and yours would go to waste. Junkyu would often remind you that it’s okay; that people are usually always thankful and the element of surprise is nothing bad.

Remembering his words, you decided to just go with it because it’s just snacks, right? Those guys eat like there’s no tomorrow, anyway.

Just to be sure that they’re still in the practice room, you had texted jihoon subtly asking if they’re still there. When he said they’d be there for at least another hour, you immediately bought the food and quickly made your way to the company.

The original plan was to just drop the food in the receptionist, ask for their help to deliver the food because you didn’t want to bother them, then you make your way home. It was enough that they knew it’s from you; you didn’t need to be there.