Merhayes Valentine's

Mama

Cormac's POV:
I wake up to Meredith in my arms with her head on my chest. I smile kissing her on the head. She is perfect. I look up at the popcorn ceiling of the rental house thinking about my up coming day. I'm nervous for what Mer is going to say however I have never been more sure about anything in my life. Today I'm go to propose to Meredith.

"Mmm good morning." Meredith groans and moans some before kissing my bare chest. I smile sighing lightly. "Good morning." I reply running my fingers gently through her long waves. I know Meredith is still sleepy and I know she doesn't want to get up or move so I let her lay on me. "Babe... I'm gonna fall asleep if you keep moving my hair." She whispers. I chuckle "it's okay.... go to sleep." I reply continuing to move my hand. "Mm I can't. The kids." She protests moving her head so she can look at me. "Are with Maggie and Winston. Go back to sleep you're on vacation." I assure her. She smiles kissing my jaw line not wanting to sit all the way up to kiss my lips. "I love you." She whispers moving her leg so it crosses over mine. Her thigh resting dangerously close to me... "I-I-" I stutter as I sigh. "Lo-ve you. too babe." I say in between sighs as she moves her leg on mine. Meredith chuckles kissing my chest again. "Daddy?" Meredith looks at me smiling then sits up some to look at the open door. "Hey baby boy." She says quietly. Austin rubs his eyes standing in the door as I throw my head back on my pillow in disappointment. "Mommy." Austin whines. "Come here." She replies holding her arm up as a jester for Austin to come lay with her.

"Next time" Meredith mouths to me as Austin cuddles up next to her. Meredith turns so her back is facing me draping her arms on Austin. I turn to do the same to her. "Who wants breakfast?" Winston yells from the kitchen.

Meredith's POV:
"Mommy?" Austin asks as we all sit eating pancakes. "What's up?" I ask looking at him. He is across the table from me sitting in between Zola and Liam. "I love you." He replies shyly. I smile looking at Cormac who is also smiling "I love you. I love all of you." I reply making sure no one felt left out. "And mommy?" Austin asks. The other kids laugh. "Yes buddy?" Austin is trying to cut his pancakes because he insists on doing everything himself. "Do you want some help?" Liam asks him reserving a nod from Austin.

"I saw this really big ring..." I choke on my food a little bit as Austin begins to talk. Cormac drops his fork looking up blushing. "In the gum ball machine... can I get it?" He asks. Liam sighs sitting back in his chair with a slight smile. Cormac stands up walking to the sink leaning over it with his hands gripping the edge of the counter. "Ye-yeah buddy."

I walk up to Cormac wrapping my hands around his waist as everyone continues eating. "Hey..." I say resting my head on his back. "Hey..." he copies. I chuckle "come eat. Come sit with me." I say turning him around so he is facing me. "I-I-I" Cormac stutters like he's contemplating what to say. "It's okay. I love you." I whisper going on my tippy toes planting a quick kiss on his lips. "God I love you Mer." He says as I pull away. I smile resting my head on his chest. "Sorry we got interrupted this morning." Cormac shakes his head chuckling. "We have five kids... I expect it. I'm honestly surprised one of them hasn't walked in on us complete-" Cormac is cut off "dad!" Liam says making me laugh.

"Mom what are we doing today?" Zola asks as Cormac and I sit back down now next to each other. "We don't have plans today Zozo. You can swim or just chill out." Cormac answers for me. I smile looking at everyone eating and laughing. We really are one big family and I couldn't be happier. Cormac places his hand on my thigh as everyone finishes eating. Ellis and Austin are the only ones left at the table, everyone else is getting ready to go swimming. "Are we doing anything today?" I ask Cormac emphasizing the we. He smiles "we... are. I have a few plan's." He replies wrapping his hand around me over my shoulders. I grab his hand messing with his fingers a little as I rest my head on his shoulder.

"You have really big hands daddy." Austin says. I laugh silently trying not to making it obvious, Cormac shakes his head at me. "He does, doesn't he?" I reply to Austin. "You would know." Maggie cuts in. Now we are all laughing. "Big and talented hands..." I look up at Cormac who bits his lip at my comment. "Yeah... the walls are paper thin, we know." Winston says sipping a cup of coffee. Maggie slaps his shoulder playfully while I hide my blushing face in Cormac's chest. "Mommy what's that mean?" Ellis questions making Cormac burst into laughter. "Yeah mommy... what's it mean?" He arches an eyebrow at me. "Nothing... who wants to go swimming?" I ask standing up giving Cormac a dirty look. "I do! I do!" They chant before running to get changed. Cormac follows them to help.

"It means... mommy has five kids but is going to end up with six if she's not careful..." Maggie slyly says as I walk to the sink with Austin and Ellis' plates in my hands. "Enough." I say shaking my head. "No but for real...." Winston counters. Cormac walks up behind me  wrapping his hands around my back to my stomach. Momentarily reminding me I still have a small bump from bloating and am still recovering from the miscarriage "For real what?" He asks swaying back and forth with me as I do the dishes. "Nothing." I reply quickly causing him to let go of me. "Meredith." He says seriously. "Cormac." I kept his serious tone. "Secrets don't make friends..." he protests like he's in middle school. "Ha no but they do make you jealous which I find to be extremely cute."

Cormac's POV:
I walk out of the room motioning for Maggie and Winston to follow. "Uh-huh. Mer I'm stealing your secret keepers for a minute." I say walking outside to the backyard which is huge.

"What's up?" They ask in sync "I uh.. well you both know but..." I say looking at them occasionally looking behind me at the kids all playing. "Today? You- oh my god." Maggie exclaims. I laugh. "Shhh Shh I don't want her to find out and Austin almost ruined it." I reply as she walks out to us. "Look who's a secret keeper now." She says walking over to me in a long white dress that's slightly see through. She has on a black bikini underneath her hair is down and blowing in the wind.

"Damn mama." I say as she walks closer to me. She chuckles resting her hands on my hips. I bite my lip again looking her up and down. "You are such a child Hayes." She says pulling me close to her. I hold her in my embrace for a little while slyly slipping my hand in the pocket of my shorts cupping the small velvet box knowing damn well she can feel it against her leg. I make eye contact with Winston who is standing behind Meredith. "I love you." I say moving Meredith's chin so she looks directly at me as I pull the box out of my pocket. "I love you." She replies slowly moving so she is on her tippy toes kissing me. I quickly hold the box out momentarily opening my eyes to hand it to Winston who grabs it slipping it in his pocket.

I move my hand down Meredith's back to her thigh lifting her up to make my pervious action seem natural. She slides her tongue in my mouth as I lift her stopping her at my hips which I use to help hold her up. She wraps her legs around me before pulling away. "I love when you do that." She says her hands cupped on my checks her hair falls in her face. I take my hand off her, bushing her hair back behind her ear. "I know, it's why I do it." I reply as she leans down kissing me again. I move my hand back to her thigh moving up some stopping it on her ass. She smiles still kissing me. I want her to moan. I gently squeeze her ass immediately earning a moan to slip through her lips. She pulls away from me looking me in the eyes as she bites her bottom lip. "God I love you." I say letting her stand up.

AUTHORS NOTE:
I haven't updated in a while so I decided I would update. Next chapter might by smutty also will have the proposal.