"Two✖️Years✖️Apart"
(⚠️THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ATTEMPTS⚠️)
Gon's POV:
"Goddammit, why do I always feel so lonely?" I thought. "I miss Killua so much, I want to see him, but he never answers me back."
We were 13 when we split up. Now we're 15. Time doesn't fly when you're lonely though. Two long, painful, and full of loneliness years.
I've attempted to end life about 6 times in the past two years. I need Killua back.
Gon tries to text Killua again.
March 29.
Gon: Killua, I wanna see you again.
Read on March 31
May 5.
Gon: Killua, it's my birthday!
Read on May 8.
July 7.
Gon: Happy Birthday!
Read on July 7.
September 15.
2:31 pm: Gon: Why don't you ever wanna talk to me?
Read at 2:36 pm.
2:41 pm: Gon: For fuck's sake, stop leaving me on read, you idiot!
Read at 2:43 pm.
"This bitch." I thought. "He didn't really care about me when we wanted to be friends, even Kite said that we would stay friends." I find a razor, went the the bathroom, and I start cutting my right arm with it. Blood comes out of the cuts, and a lot of it. Soon, my right arm became a crimson mess.
All I thought about was:
"No one cares about me."
"I'm not meant to be here anymore."
"I'm too lonely."
Suddenly, a knock on my door.
I clean my arm up and put on a bandage. I open the door and it was Killua and Alluka.
"Killua!" I put a fake smile.
"Gon!!!!" I forced him into a hug.
"B-baka! Stop it! That's embarrassing!" He cried.
"Sorry, I just missed talking to you."
"Can't believe it's been two whole years since we've last talked."
"I know right?"
We sit down at the table.
Killua's POV:
Two whole years. Damn, I missed talking to this kid (definitely not older than me). I wonder what was he feeling this entire time. I feel bad for leaving him on read for so long, but I couldn't answer.
"Hey, how have you been feeling these past two years?" I questioned.
"I-I've been f-feeling f-f-fine." He said nervously.
"That's a big motherfucking lie, bitch."
"Okay, I haven't felt the best."
"Tell me about it."
"Ever since you left, I've felt empty inside. I was all alone for two straight years, but YOU, Mr. Killua Zoldyck, you didn't make it better."
Dammit! I knew he would've scolded me for that!
"Uh, I was busy travelling." I lied. The truth was I was going back to my assassin days and killed a bunch of innocent people. I spent the last year in jail. Allowed to look at my phone once a day, but not allowed to text back. Alluka had to witness me getting arrested. I'm such a bad big brother.
"Okay????"
"Sorry, and also I needa use the washroom real quick."
He points to where the bathroom is.
"Thanks."
I see drops. Drops of blood. What does this mean? Wait- Is this Gon's blood?
"GON, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS???"
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Long X Lost X Friends (A Killugon Story)
FanfictionIt's been two years since Killua and Gon have talked to each other after separating near the World Tree. Gon has been feeling lonely ever since the split up. Will they ever meet up again, or will Gon meet his fate? ⚠️CONTAINS⚠️ suicidal thoughts/att...
