(17) Not X Right X Now

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(⚠️ smut ⚠️)

Gon's POV:
i still question why they care about me so
much. i still don't think that i'm worth it, but whatever.

"Gon, you still look upset. We already said that you're worth being taken care of." killua said.

"that's not the problem. i don't think i'm worth all this trouble." i answered.

"Well, you are worth it, so get past it!"

"i can't just forget what i'm thinking."

"I don't know, then!"

i went away from him and curled up into a ball.

"Killua, stop shouting. You know what Gon does when he gets shouted at." kurapika said.

"He's pissing me of-"

"Killua, stop."

"Fine. Gon, I'm sorry."

"that shit sounds forced..." i said in a muffled voice.

"Well, I don't know anymore!"

"see that's why i don't think i'm worth all this."

"Gon, don't say that!"

"fine."

i was just crying in my corner.

"Gon, w-why are you crying?"

"nothing, don't bother about it."

i was really crying because of what just unfolded.

"Stop crying, I know I'm the reason why. Sorry about what I said."

"ok." i said.

"If you wanna cry, just cry into my shoulder. I wanna comfort you."

i go towards him and he starts hugging me. i was crying into his shoulder.

"I'll always be there for you." he starts patting my back.

i cry even more. i've only had mito always there for me, and i don't know if he's gonna keep that promise.

"no he's just gonna leave me again." i told myself.

"sure." i said in a sarcastic tone.

"Really, I am."

"he's only doing that to make me happy." i said to myself.

i continue hugging him anyways.

"Do all of you notice how cute they both look?" Kurapika said.

"I know right, they're so cute!!" Leorio exclaimed.

"Big brother looks happy with Gon!" Alluka said.

"Baka, we're right here!" Killua said while blushing.

"you're so cute when you blush." i said.

He blushes even more.

We all laugh.

Killua's POV:
I was a blushing mess, but at least Gon is happy for now.

We decided to lie down as we're a little tired. We were cuddling.

"Hey, guys, I'm a little tired so I think I'm gonna take a nap." I said.

"I feel tired too!" Gon said.

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