"Killua's✖️Time"
Killua's POV:
i need to explain my built-up anger. the prison story. alluka is the only person to know this.
"gon, you know how i was leaving you on read?"
"yes?" He answered.
"so when we split up, i went back to my old assassin ways. i regret it. i killed dozens of innocent lives just for my pleasure."
I see gon's surprised face.
"about a month after turning back into an assassin," i continued. "i got arrested."
I hear the confusion around the room.
"when i got out, i was desperately looking for a boat to whale island. i missed you so much, gon. but my greedy ass killed another person and i got sent for another 8 months. i was beating myself up in my head. i really needed help, but i couldnt text my way out of my feelings, i was not allowed to text, just look at my phone for a minute per day."
"i finally got out and i bought a ticket to whale island to see you. ive been so mad at myself for these past two years."
I was crying my eyes out at this point.
"g-gon, i-i'm s-sorry i d-didnt t-tell you sooner."
"its okay, kil"
"no. no, it isnt. im such a fucking liar. i lied directly to your face. you dont deserve me."
"stop, you're just gonna want to kill yourself."
"yeah, and so? thats what i wanna do right now."
Leorio, Mito, and Alluka start hugging me.
"We don't want another suicide attempt in our hands." Mito said.
"Big brother, please, I don't want to lose you." Alluka said.
"Killua, you will get through these thoughts." Leorio said.
fuck, what did i do. i openly said i wanna kill myself. now im the center of attention. im so embarrassed right now.
i needed to lie down somewhere, so i decided to go beside gon.
i needed rest.
i decided to cry into gon's shoulder.
i cried myself to sleep.
when i woke up, i was no longer beside gon. i was still in the hospital room though.
"Killua." Gon says. "Are you okay?"
"I feel a little better."
"It's 10:24 pm, everyone went home."
"Hey, can I spoon you again?"
"Alright, this time, don't dry hump me."
"I don't feel well enough to be horny."
"Oh, okay."
We cuddle for the night.
(A/N: Sorry for the shorter chapter! I had nothing else to write about Killua's prison time, so I decided to just end the chapter at the nighttime.)
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