The Bosses and I's Differences (book 2)

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TW:R@PE

Miles

I was waiting for Logan to come back. He was going to dinner last time he called me but I miss him. He left for work around 2 and now it's 7. He has been texting me all day and I love it.

I snapped out of my throughts when I heard a knock on the door. I got up and took a deep breath, I know who this is. I open the door to see Ethan.

"Ethan."

"Miles." He was sober for once. I nod my head as I let him inside. "Thank you. Is...Logan here?" I looked at him.

"No, he is having dinner with his family." I told him. Ethan nodded his head and looked around. "What was wrong this morning?"

"Honestly, I don't know. I just started drinking and...when I came over here to find Logan with you...I just want hide my feeling but I can't anymore." Ethan stepped closer to me but my first action was to step back but he just on coming closer but I kept stepping back until I hit the wall.

He pushed his body right against mine and I tried to push Ethan off. He didn't even move. Ethan was much stronger than me and that is showing now.

"Ethan, get off of me." I demanded but he put his arm up against the wall, blocking me from going anywhere. I looked into his eyes.

"Miles, since the day I saw you, I knew I needed you. I needed your body, I knew it and I was going to do anything to get you..." Ethan lean in and that's when I tried to kick him but he wasn't affected. That's when I relized that he wasn't sober.

I kicked Ethan right in the knee but didn't move. I don't know what he took but he was not feeling pain. Before I could scream, Ethan grabbed my neck tightly and kissed my lips. I didn't kiss back. I put my hands on his body and pushed but he didn't move.

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I looked in the bathroom mirror. I locked myself in here after Ethan left. I have tears running down my cheeks as I replayed what happened.

Ethan rapped me.

Why the hell couldn't I stop him? Should I tell anyone? What about Logan? I technically cheated on him. I took a deep breath and heard my front door open and shut. Logan saying my name.

"Miles, I brought you some food." I took a deep breath before wiping away the tears. I can't tell anyone about what happened. It will just create to much stress for everyone. I shut off the light before I walked out. "Hey baby...what's wrong?"

"Nothing, just tired. What did you bring?" Logan didn't buy it, but he just let it alone.

"Well, I got you a Ribeye steaks dinner." He goes to the table and pulls out a large box that says "Lui's steak House". I smile and wrapped my hands around his forearm. "I was thinking that maybe we can have a little date for us so I got some cheesecake and we can lay back and watch a movie." Logan smile and I couldn't help but fall for him again.

"That's sound great." I hugged him and I felt safe. I took a deep breath, getting a little bit of the smell of his cologne. I smile and but my mind started to become a haze. I can't really remember what happened next.

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I woke up and from a nightmare. I jumped up and out of Logan's arms which is what woke him up. I jumped out of bed and turn on the lights. I looked around the room and Logan looked at me with worry.

"Miles?" I couldn't snap out of this. My mind believes that Ethan is in this apartment and is trying to do something. I ran out into the leaving room and searched the whole apartment. I was running to the bathroom until Logan grabbed my arm so I went to push it away but little did I know, it was his sensitive arm.

When I saw the panic in his eyes, the same panic that he had yesterday morning, I pulled away but Logan didn't let go of my arm.

"What is going on?" I relized that I can't tell him anything because 2 things could happen. He could be pissed at me for cheating on him or he could go over and kill Ethan right now and than break up with me later. I took a deep breath and looked around.

"I don't know...this is the first time this happened." I looked away and licked my lips as I looked into his eyes. He knows I was lying.

"You can't lie to me Miles..." Logan said in his dominant voice. Now I feel like I need to tell him. But now I can't even say the words. "...What happened...?"

"I-I really do-" I stopped myself. I am trying to lie to him but knowing that he knows I am lying is stopping me. "I don't want to talk about it."

"Well it's obvious it's bothering you." Logan said, his tone of voice makes me weak. My mind is at war right now. I need to tell him. "Do you not trust me?" Fuck.

"No, Logan. That's not it at all. Just..." I hesitate. I throught about my words but Logans grip on my arm is loosing up. I am running out of time. "It's just really hard for me to say...right now."

Logan looks at me and he looked at my body and saw that I was now telling him the truth. Logan nodded my head and I started to cry. Logan took a deep breath and grabbed my small body, he hushed me softly and I just started to feel the tears run down my face but I wasn't feeling a negative emotion, it was a mix of sadness but relief.

"Thank you Logan."