My Way Home Is Through You (Frerard)

THANK YOU EVERYONE

Oh god, um...hi. I was reading a comment today on the epilogue and I saw that I had said I was going to write this lil' thanks thing and I thought I had, in fact I had, it was all written I just never published it, so I'm so so sorry jesus I'm sorry. But I want to start by saying an enormous thank you to every single person who has followed me and this book through up until now, who has supported and read through all the ups and downs, twists and turns and annoying cliffhangers. To all of you, every single one of you THANK YOU!

I also with to remind you that every chapter I say the same sort of thing, the most important is 'I love you.' It is the most important thing I wish to say, because it is so true, I love every single one of you and I don't care whether you think you aren't worthy or deserving or that I am lying, because I am not. I do love you all because you are good people and whether you believe it or not it is true. Every one of you mean something and whether you sit in your room and believe you are nothing or not you must hear me tell you that you're something to me.

For a moment of honesty I've been down that road, I've spent times wishing I was never born, or googling suicide success rates, I know what its like to feel like nobody cares, but I want to be the hand that pulls you off the ledge. So for one final time if you are in that position will you take my hand? Please? I want to prevent anyone else ever feeling the way I do and have and if me feeling bad helps me stop others feel bad I will be so happy. So if you would hear me out one more time. I love you and I want to help, please take my hand.

On a lighter note, I want to thank you all again. Thank you for reading, voting, commenting, supporting and existing. Every single thank you means just as much whether I mentioned you or not, so please nobody think I appreciate you less because I didn't mention you, because I swear on my crippled black heart that I love and thank you all as much as each other.

But in particular for commenting non-stop lightening my day and making me smile, I wish to thank - as I have in every previous books and you know who you are - I have to shout out to Anahi...Awkward_Soul because hot damn you hurt me, like sting like a fucking bitch but your comments never cease to make me smile. Thank you for your referencing and commenting.

Also shout out to JemmaHatesSalad because a) their comments make me laugh and smile as well as their kindness, but b) I seem to recall them reading - and voting and commenting - on the whole of MIR in like one fucking day or some shit. So thank you man, they then did the same on every other book I wrote including this one so I can't not say thank you to them.

And I want to thank every single one of you, shout out to everyone and I mean everyone, if you are reading this shout out to you. Because you are wonderful you are a fabulous human and I couldn't have done this without you, I mean holy fuck, My Illegal Romance has - from the day I publishing this - 96.9k reads, now that is fucking insane. I said this at the end of writing it when it was at like 5k that I thought it was crazy, because I never expected it, I thought it would get like 5 reads but wtf that's almost 100,000 reads, that is fucking insane. So honestly I know my words don't quite work they don't explain how much it means or how thankful I am, but THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. Does that work? Thank you every single one of you, for everything because this is honestly so crazy.

So that's it.

Oh, no I forgot something, my bad. I forgot to give a shoutout to the most important people in my life. (My parents I guess, but let's agree not to tell them I write about middle aged men having gay sex shall we? Thanks) But my watppad family, and my real family, because if I didn't have them, I shit you not this book literally never would have been finished because I would be history. But on the upside, they have saved me and they are my favourite people I love the so so much and I really can't express how much they mean to me, how much they inspire me and just how much I love them. So this is my attempt to express how much you guys mean to me, I mean I know you already know and I know you know who you are but I'm going to try.

sweetliquidcherries Thank you for being my friend, and for swapping names xD (I'm still Emma okay) and for talking to me everyday, your such an amazing person and maybe you don't see that but I do and I love you bro. Thank you for tolerating me and telling me things, and thank you for wanting to tear out the wings of butterflies and moths with me, youa re an incredible human being and I love being your friend and talking to you!

GalacticUnicorn We became friends because...I don't even know, but I love you, you are so funny, you're my daughter and um you are under some crazy illusion in which you actually think I can write, which I can't. You have weird addiction to my books, which I will forever cease to understand, but that's okay, I don't need to understand, you are an awesome human, thank you for being my friend and my wattpad fam and making me smile (I love the way you say my name).

actuallyjoshdun You my friend are fucking crazy, like I don't even know, but you make me smile, like so much. Thank you for getting me into Twenty Øne Piløts! Thank you also for the crazy conversations we have and for singing to me, because your insanely loud, Fall Out Boy, Paramore etc. throughout your house is good entertainment. Thank you for tolerating my shit and liking me and for your awesome vine, I love you Bro.

thewayoftheloser thank you for everything, for being my best friend for standning through all my bullshit, for holding my hand even when I was almost pulling you down with me, for talking to me in the middle of the night about anything and everything just so I could sleep without crying, for letting me ring at midnight when I couldn't stop bleeding and most importantly for being my best firned because without you I don't know what I would do. I love you.

Ellywayx You're a fucking pain in the ass, you know that right? But I still love you...most of the time. For a sister I can't quite decide whether you are terrible or brilliant, but by my standards your the best I could ask for or need. So thank you for pissing me off, because it's kinda funny when we argue, fuck you for always guilttripping me into everything *insert middle finger* but thank you for watching horror movies with me, almost falling off your bed, when I play five nights at freddy's and for playing your guitar for me all the time. I love you and thank you for growing up with me, oh and stop getting me in trouble.

Okay now I'm done. I should stop joking, I'm just going to piss her off xD

So, 1st-steps-2-rebeling Thank you for everything, for existing, tolerating me, being my best friend, being my wife and loving me even when I was an ass or pushed you away. Thank you for commenting on every book, every chapter and spamming me, although I hate spamming on twitter. I am so sorry for the shit that went down and that I was an ass to you, because I don't know what I would do without you. Every time we oovoo it makes me so happy, you are so happy and positive when you can and I aspire to be like you, I know you don't believe me but you are beautiful, incredibly beautiful and I really do love you! I also love the way you say 'Annie' xD

THANK YOU EVERYONE (and if you are American I probably love the way you say Annie too xD) Thank you all so much, I do love you all, and I want you all to be happy, I really hope you enjoyed all three books and just a warning I'm going to basically rewrite them all over the next year. Thank you for reading all three, I hope you enjoyed all three, be happy and kick ass :]

Annie xo