My Way Home Is Through You (Frerard)

Chapter 28

Clearly, I was the only person in the room finding myself funny, but honestly I was finding myself absolutely fucking hilarious, not to mention Kyle's bed was the best thing, like a fucking bouncy castle. Much to my upset, everyone else, including Gerard seemed very unimpressed, glaring at me, maybe to calm the fuck down or maybe just because they were killjoys, who knew, Kyle was again just rather confused looking. In actual fact, he looked petrified, as if he thought I was a crazed demon about to eat his soul, he also looked confused of course, just completely baffled, maybe he was just tired.

"Kyle sweetie, go sleep in your Daddy's bed, I'm going to talk to Dad and Daddy, is that okay?" Hannah suggested, Kyle nodded slipping off of Hannah and heading towards the door, keeping his distance from me the whole time, which I felt a little hurt about really, no way to treat your father. "Put your music on too," She added, just before he got out of the door, "Loud." He nodded agin, before disappearing out of the door, saying goodbye to Gerard and waving timidly and fearfully at me, I just smiled and waved eagerly back, getting the same surprised expression from Hannah and Kyle.

Once Kyle had left the room, Hannah just sat and waited until his music could be heard, when she turned to face me properly, a stern and slightly intimidating expression on her face. "Frank, sort your shit out." She stated harshly, Gerard just looking around confused, maybe he was as lost as I was.

"Your pretty." I slurred pointing sloppily at Gerard and smiling, Gerard smiled back, confused but hopeful, before turning to Hannah with a questioning look.

"I-is he okay?" He asked worriedly, maybe as if he thought she had done something, or I had taken drugs, I wasn't that stupid.

"I'm fucking fan-dabby-dosey!" I grinned widely sitting up tall on the bed, my cheat pushed out like an eager school child, sometimes I was a funny drunk, but then I would fall into a depressive, emotional drunk, that wouldn't be good.

"He's drunk, very drunk." She sighed shoving a sock in my mouth as I opened it to speak again, I wasn't seeing the big deal here, in fact I had no idea what was going on. Being a silly idiot like I was, I began to talk to myself with the sock in my mouth, ending up as pointless shit that couldn't be understood unless listening carefully.

"What has he done, has he got to the emotional drop yet?" Gerard sighed running a hand through his hair and biting his lip worriedly, Hannah looked a little alarmed but shook her head.

"No," she sighed, "I attempeted conversations but so far all I got was him telling me he 'fucked some bitch at the club, got kicked out of his hotel and lost his shoes." She chuckled, apparently my evening amused her, I didn't find losing my shoes or being kicked out of my hotel amusing, the club that was certainly fun not exactly laughing matter though.

"Oh shit, he's that drunk." He sighed, Hannah just nodded raising her eyebrows and collapsing backwards onto Kyle's desk chair. "Uh hey Frankie." Gerard smiled, "You okay?" He asked my mind rekindling thoughts that I wasn't supposed to talk to him.

"I'm tired a-and I'm not supposed to talk to you." I slurred my thoughts and words all bumping into one another, making me really rather confused.

"Really who said that?" He asked his face falling a bit, his hope draining, not surprisingly, I could only assuming he was hoping that I would forget I didn't want to talk to him when I was drunk.

"Uh...me? Maybe, I don't- I don't know.." I bit my lip thoughtfully, my drunk brain hadn't got to the point of working out that it was me who didn't want to talk to Gerard, it also hadn't twigged that it was because hewas a selfish cheating asshole. Just as Hannah was about to talk again, I held my finger up to her, taking a deep breath in, before leaping off the bed and darting into the bathroom, apparently my stomach wasn't in the mood for more alcohol. That was understandable really it hadn't even been twelve hours since I was last puking, I didn't like this part of it, although I was still pretty out of it, so it all seemed to fly by in a blur.