Mine Forever

Chapter 33

Alex POV

"Fuck!" I yelled hiring the steering wheel. I couldn't believe I called her that. She was everything to me, but when I saw that picture it killed me on the inside. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. I was just so mad. I knew she hated me. I didn't want to go back. I looked at my surroundings and got out my car. I knocked on my moms door. She answered and her face immediately changed from happy to concern.

"Alex what's wrong? Did something happen?" I didn't respond. I walked past her and straight up the stairs. I threw myself onto the bed. All of a sudden I heard my phone ringing. I got really pissed off and looked up. I got my phone out my pocket and answered.

"What?" I said rudely.

"Oh so are you with your girlfriend?" Raven said. I breathed hard. I was ready to hurt her. She was the cause of all of this. She's the reason why Myra would hate me forever.

"Shut the fuck up and leave me alone." I said I took the phone away from my face. I was ready to hang up but I heard her say something. "What did you just say?"

"I said I'm sorry about what happened. I didn't think it would do anything. She must hate you now. I'm going to make some food and bring it over. If you'd like?" She said. I was still pissed, but I didn't know what to do.

"Listen I don't need another relationship. I-"

"Yeah I kinda figured, but we could just be friends. I don't like to see my friends hurt and you sound like you need a friend to comfort you." I sighed in defeat.

"I guess, but not right now. I just wanna get my head clear maybe tomorrow or something." I said. I didn't even wait to hear her say goodbye. I just hung up. I took off my clothes and climbed into my bed. I closed my eyes and watched as the events replayed in my mind. I started thinking about when the twins are born and how I couldn't even be there to see it all happening.

I needed to get straight and I know I would have to see Myra again. For now I didn't want to make her even more upset. I just didn't want anything to happen to her while I wasn't with her. I would never forgive myself if something happened.

I drifted off into my sleep trying not to think about her, but she kept coming back.
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This was really short, but I'm ready to get more into the other stuff.