Mine Forever

Chapter 38

Myra POV

I couldn't stop crying. Everything was about to become real. I turned over and closed my eyes. I just wanted to sleep. I heard the door open and I thought it was the doctors.

"Myra." Alex said.

"Go away." I said.

"I'm not going to leave you." He said. I turned over wiping my eyes. "Don't cry. You are-"

"Alex what the hell you just left me?" Raven said bursting in the room.

"Get her out of here somebody. I am not about to do this." I said sitting up.

"Bitch don't play victim. You were caught. You should tell Alex that those kids aren't his." She said. I rolled my eyes at her.

"Another jealous female. Can you leave before I have to call somebody." I said. She frowned at me.

"Girl your just another side bitch. Wasn't it obvious. Alex is with me not you." I smiled a little.

"Bye." I said waving. She didn't move.

"I don't have to leave." She said. I tried getting up, but Alex wouldn't let me.

"You mad or really mad? Because you just standing there. Like you must really be mad because I'm having his kids and your not." I said. "Somebody make her leave. OWWWWEE" I said. Another contraction 6 more to go.

"Where's Rodney? He said he would be here" I yelled. I wasn't mad, but this was a really painful thing. I was just aggravated with the whole situation.

"I'll call." Kaitlin said and I smiled.

"Myra can we talk?" Alex asked. I nodded slowly. Everyone left the room after Jessica had to glare at Raven to leave.

"Yeah?" I managed to get out.

"I'm sorry you know. I understand your mad. It's crazy. We're about to be parents I know it's late but I want to apologize for everything." I looked at him. I could tell he was sorry.

"Alex I know your sorry. I am too, but I can't deal with that." I said. He knew I was talking about Raven.

"You know how I feel about you. I can't say that for anybody else. It's not just because your about to have my kids. It's because I really do love you." I teared up a little. We hadn't talked since that day he came into my office. He didn't know about the Abel thing that has continued everyday since the first. I was a little surprised that he couldn't see any of the bruises or cuts.

"I-I don't know anymore Alex. Stuff has been going on and I don't want to talk about that right now, I just think maybe us being separated is the best." I could see in his eyes I had hurt him, but I couldn't tell him about what had been happening. He would go ballistic and I wasn't ready for it.

"What about- I understand. I still want to be here for you and our kids. I only want you to be happy." He said. I felt another contraction coming. I moved around but it wouldn't stop. Alex held onto my hand and I waited until it passed.

"I have to tell you something. I didn't tell anybody this not even Kaitlin and Jessica. That night...Marcus raped me. I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to get mad." He cupped my face with his hands.

"Myra, I can't believe you didn't tell me." I felt tears forming.

"There's more. I know Raven set me up. I know it and I didn't say anything, but you remember Abel right?" He nodded. Tears started running down my face and he wiped them off. "He's been beating me, but Alex-" His face changed he still held onto me but he was pissed.