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Myra

I love Alex a lot but saying yes would mean so much and I don't actually know if I'm ready. I told him yes already but how do I know I'm really ready?

I had woke up in the middle of the night. Tired and not having a chance to go back to sleep. I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

I knew Alex was probably really hurt when I just left him. I did what he did to me. I feel bad about it but then I just don't know if I'm ready to get married. It's a big responsibility and I think I just want to raise my kids with him right now. Knowing him he's going to try to do everything he can for me.

I love his effort. The fact that he is trying to get me back after he did hurt me. I can't say I don't want to marry him, but is now really the time?

I looked over to Chase and Madison cribs. They were asleep as far as I could tell but I think that I am ready. I am ready to marry Alex and give him this chance. I want our kids to grow up and see up together not having to go to different houses every so often.

I think Alex is the only person I have left though. Without him I wouldn't have our kids. Just thinking about it had me in tears. I just wanted to be happy and I made my final decision on the marriage.

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