Mine Forever

Chapter 42

A few days later

"Madi why can't you be good for me?" I asked her as she laid on the bed next to Chase. She was hitting him and while I was trying to fix her clothes.

There was a knock on the door and I picked them both up to see who it was. I opened it and saw it was Abel. He looked like he was drunk, but he didn't move.

"Myra I'm sorry." He said. He looked up and at my kids. I wanted to close the door, but I was a little occupied. He didn't step inside which I was glad for.

"Leave." I said. He looked down and back up. I looked past him and saw Alex getting out of his car. He was coming by so we could go do some stuff today. I was a happy that we were getting married. I was happy I could be with him again. He meant the world to me and I didn't want to lose him.

"No. I came over here to apologize and your telling me-"

"Hey Myra. Why's he here?" Alex said. I smiled and Alex looked at me.

"He's 'apologizing for what he did, but I don't care. I told him to leave and he hasn't left yet." Alex nodded his head and folded his arms across his chest.

"So your just going to stand there and not listen?" He asked him.

"Listen you will pay for this. I don't care what happens. I will get your little family." He said. I moved backwards and Alex came inside. Abel walked away and I closed the door.

"Well that was creepy." I said. Alex took Madison and Chase and said cute little things to them while I went to get ready for today.

"Where are we going first?" I asked after Alex started the car.

"Well I thought we go to where we had our first date. You know bring back some memories." I smiled and he leaned over to kiss me. I pushed him back when I heard a small cry.

"Nice try, but not right now. Alex I love you, but it's too soon for me. I just want us to worry about our kids first." He smiled and continued driving. I wanted to get back to our old relationship, but I was scared. He had showed me the world and I barely saw it because I was so scared of what would happen.

"It's okay Myra. I understand I'm not going to pressure you into anything." He said.

"I'm really just scared. I do love you Alex and I do want to marry you. I just want to take it slow so we don't end up like we did."

"Yeah I don't want us to end up like we did. I feel really bad about what happened because I shouldn't have left you alone and pregnant." He said.

"Alex it's not you fault about what she did. You believed her over me and it's okay because look where we are now. We have two wonderful bad kids, and we're getting married. I can't be happier."

"It's my fault because I shouldn't have believed her. I kept saying 'I love you, but obviously I didn't show you I did. Your everything to me and I mean that. When we weren't together I couldn't sleep or stop thinking about you. I was so used to sleeping with you every night and when I wasn't with you I felt incomplete." I wanted to cry because I could tell he really meant this stuff. He wanted me to see that and it was hard at first, but now I can.