the winged monster AU

chapter 58 old and new times.

3 months went by and there hasn't been a single sign of blaza coming back to the hospital not even to see socks. All that's bin notiafide is that every couple days or so people have been extremely ingerd or killed by hem. Things are only getting worse and one day a forest fire started but was stopped in time for it to not become hard to stop.

Everyone in the hospital knew that socks is the only one who could calm hem down and were excited to see he can finally leave. Socks is really the only hope at this point and when some saw hem leave they were happy to know things will hopefully calm down again.

Blaza pov

Blaza was chilling in a cave somewhere in the forest...welp he wasn't exactly chilling more like lightly soding to hemself. He knows he's dangerous and knows what he has done. He's ashamed of hemself and doesn't want to hurt eneyone but still can't stop hemself from getting controlled. He hates hemself for the fact he has killed and badly harmed overs who were enjoying there own life's. He feels the guilt and it won't go away.

He got up deciding to hide hemself away at till he finds a way to control hemself again...or if he can get rid of what has been controlling hem. He headed out being careful to not be seen or see someone. If he sees someone it's over for them.

He grabbed motible sticks and leaves to cover up the cave entrance. Tho on the last round he was heading back he felt like there was someone around. He felt like someone was around and someone he feels like he knows. He stood still looking around spinning in circles. Out of nowhere he saw something and knew someone was there.

"....whoever there you must leave I can't handle myself hurting eneyone else so please leave qui-"

He froze at sight surprised he didn't get controlled but was still being careful incace. He started to get controlled but not in the way to kill....at least not yet.

He started to act like a scared wolf and slightly growled as they got closer.

Socks pov

Socks knew Blaza would hide in the forest somewhere and looked there first. After a hour or two he found a cave that had leaves and sticks covering it but not completely yet. He assumed this was blaza and started to look farther out but not to far.

Out of nowhere he felt pulled and started to walk towards it. He herd someone say to stay back. He immediately knew who it was and came towards them.

No pov

Blaza was backing away scared but in a way he will become hostile if needed. Socks only came closer seeing how he looked scared. He held his hand out slowly as Blaza backed into a tree. He looked back but quickly looked back at Socks.

He knew what was coming as he felt something overtake hem.

He launched forwards takleing Socks and bit his arm quite hard. Socks was in noticeable pain and one held it back knowing there has bin worse. He pushed Blaza off but only got bit harder and was now starting to bleed only makeing hem look more aggressive. After around a minute of trying to get out of blazas bite he let go and started to attack hem aggressively. Socks was unable to get out of this and almost let the pain take over but got and idea.

"Remember the old days!? If so what happened to that? What happened to you? What got into you and how are you getting this aggressive!"

Blaza froze having slightly confuson and slowly started to return to normal and starting to have quick little flashbacks but one was longer then the overs.

Blaza was just bored out of his mind chilling on discord with nothing to do. He suddenly was invited to a call from Socks and ancered it immediately. He didn't know why he ancered so quickly but just thought it was cus he's bored. Socks immediately started to speak about how hw was going to space and what not and asked hem if he wanted to come over.

Flashback

We already know what happened the first night but in this one it will reveal more of what happened before the au.

Blaza woke up leaning against Socks remembering the came for a sleep over with hem but forgot they were on a cliff. He saw the light from the sun on the water and just stared at it. He always loved the water but just can't swim no matter how hard he tries. He herd Socks wakeing up and walked over to hem and dragged hem down to the beach as he wanted Socks to help hem swim knowing Socks is a strong swimmer.

Socks was scared of what he's doing as he knows he can't swim. He kept trying to pull hem back but that obviously isn't working. Socks knows this isn't a good idea and wasn't giving up eneytime soon. they were at least in 4 feet deep water now and socks was obviously not OK with this idea knowing it will go wrong.

A few minutes later blaza was doing OK at till a wave came in and pulled hem out to far. At this point socks wanted to leve hem there to deal with it hemself cus it's his own fault but he can't gust ditch hem in the ocean. Blaza was quickly losing energy and was slowly starting to give up insed. Tho at the same time he was desperate to get back but the waved only pulled him out further into the ocean. He ran out of energy and looked over at Socks before sinking into the water. He knew it was a bad idea but he didn't think Socks would just stand there and watch hem suffer.

He was about to lose all hope but the water pushed him to the surface for Enough time to get air but immediately got pulled under again. He passed out thinking he'll be dead when he wakes up or if he ever wakes up.

He woke up on the beach with arms wrapped around hem hearing slight sobbing. He felt to weak to move at this moment but he was able to breathe at least at least able to show somekind of life and letting Socks able to tell he's OK at the time being.

Socks eventually noticed blaza was awake and held hem tighter not wanting to let go. he was obviously worried about hem despite the fact he let this happen. After awhile blaza got enough energy to walk and they were going to go back to Socks house but blaza said they can stay at the cliff as it would be easier for the both of them.

End of Flashback

Blaza dropped hemself to the ground sobbing and was about to run off bit Socks only grabbed his arm only remembering the Flashback from a moment ago. They both stayed still and socks eventually pulled blaza closer and hugged hem. he was surprised that blaza hugged back but thery weakly. Socks slowly rubbed the back of blazas head to keep hem calm and from losing control out of nowhere again.

Eventually blaza passed out and was normal again but who knows how long it'll be before he goes crazy again. Blaza only wants to be normal again as in not having the wings and what not but still have some of his capabilities like floating healing and revival but he knows it's not possible. He's going to be like this for the rest of his life and there's no possible why to get back to who he was before. He still knows that personality is still there but it got token over by all his knew fears and powers he just kinda...lost them somewhere...it would be hard to bring back but that would take a long time.

All he sees hemself as now is a monster.

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So the song I put at the top I encountered while writing this chapter and realized it's sounds similar to what my au is. Welp at least it reminds me of blaza in this au.

So you know I have know clue on back stories of songs so if you know a back story of a song and it's deeper then what I saw it as please don't tell me like you shouldn't be putting songs like that to relate to the story. Just know I don't know the back story's for the songs.