Secrets, Bruised and Broken - Part 2 / Danisnotonfire Fanfiction

Chapter 21. I'm so Fucking Done!

I woke up the next morning with a major, throbbing headache. That wasn’t going to stop me though, I was going back to London, I was still going to tell him. I slowly stood up and just threw on a baggy Harry Potter jumper and some sweat pants ( Yeah, it was one of those days ), Scottie knocked on my hotel door. I knew it was him, because I wasn’t expecting anyone else. ” Morning Elle, you ready? ” he smiled ( Always smiling ) I nodded slowly. ” You know you don’t have to come with me, you can stay…. ” he quickly cut me off, before I could finish the sentence. ” Forget it, you’re not leaving me here with my crazy ass family! ” he exclaimed, I smiled. ” Alright, then let’s get going ” I yawned, he shook his head. ” No, not before you eat something. Elle, don’t forget you’re eating for two now ” he smirked, I rolled my eyes, but agree’d ( Because honestly, I was hungry ). We grabbed a quick bite for breakfast and then headed for the train station, I hadn’t gotten any calls or texts from Dan, which wasn’t odd. Not after our conversation last night, I was still pissed off about it. Scottie and I were sitting next to each other on the train, he didn’t know what had happened yesterday and I figured I should tell him ( Because he’s going to find out in the long run ). ” So, what happened yesterday? ” he questioned suddenly, pulling me from my thoughts. I sighed ” I didn’t know Beth was your step cousin, why didn’t you tell me? “. He shrugged, ” I didn’t think it really mattered, I’ve never really talked to her, I only knew that she is Dan’s girlfriend and you hate her. Plus I never wanted to upset you in any way. Why? What did she say to you? ” he questioned. I sighed again, ” She told me that her and Dan had broken up right after the party, right after he and I…. well I talked to him last night, he kept acting like they were still a couple, he was lying to me. So, it pissed me off, I’m going to tell him ” I stated without a second thought. ” You mean about the pregnancy? ” he asked, I nodded. He sighed ” Well, I think that’s a good thing “, I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder ( Like I always do ). I ended up falling asleep in that position, because that’s normal for me. When I woke up, we were an hour away from London. I was starting to get nervous, but I wouldn’t let that stop me. ” Are you afraid? Like, how do you think he’s going to react? ” Scottie asked me, I shrugged ” I honestly don’t know, but I’m not afraid, I’m just a bit nervous. If he doesn’t want anything to do with me or this baby, well then, that’s his loss “. ( Did I really just say that? ) I thought to myself, Scottie smiled. ” So…. Does that mean, what I think it means? ” he questioned, I nodded. ” Yes, I’m an adult, a pregnant adult. And I want this baby ” I stated, the biggest smile formed on Scottie’s face. ” Elle, I’m so happy! And don’t forget What I said, I’ll help you, with anything ” he smiled, I smiled back at him ” I know “. We finally reached London, at a later time than I expected. It was too late to just show up at Dan and Phil’s flat ( Even though I should’ve just gone over there ), I decided to wait until the next day, to break the news to him ( Hopefully I wouldn’t wake up with another headache ).

[ The Next Day ]

Here I was, walking to Dan’s place. I had attempted to dress in a cute outfit, just in case things worked out and we confessed our love for each other, then lived happily ever after ( But I had a feeling, things would not end up like that ). I had all these nervous butterflies flapping around in my stomach ( the human growing in there was not big enough to start moving yet ), I just didn’t understand why I was so nervous, I was able to come face to face with Jeremy and my parents, but I was more afraid of telling Dan this giant news. I was trying not to think negatively, but those thoughts always found their way back into my mind. When I got to their flat, I took a deep breath in and knocked on the door. It only took a few seconds for him to answer, he didn’t look right, something was off. He looked at me confused, ” Ellie, What are you doing here? I thought you were still out of town ” he sighed. ” Dan, we need to talk. Face to Face, it’s important ” I stated, he looked down. ” I have company, can we do this later ” he asked with a slight attitude, I shook my head. ” No, we need to do this now ” I stated, he rolled is eyes. ” Ellie, I don’t really wanna talk to you right now, come back later ” he stated again with an attitude ( And not that cocky one that I actually Like ), ” And I don’t think I give a fuck, if we don’t talk now, then I won’t come back ever, I swear ” I spat ( I was extremely angry, If you can’t tell ). He rolled his eyes again, ” Fine, let’s just make this quick ” he sighed ( Why was he acting like this? ). ” Let’s talk in my room ” he stated walking to his room, I followed. We walked past the lounge where three girls were just hanging out, with Phil and Pj. It pissed me off even more, That’s when it hit me. He didn’t want me, he could have any girl he anytime he wanted now. There was no hope for us, maybe there never was. We stood there facing each other, I had my arms crossed and he had a glare on his face ( We looked like total enemies ). ” Okay, so what did you want? ” he asked, ” Why are you acting like such an ass? ” I exclaimed. He shrugged ” Maybe, because you interrupted me when I clearly have guests “, I sighed. ” Well, I’m sorry that I interpreted you before you could receive a nice fuck. I wanted to know, why you lied to me, I thought you said you’d never lie to me ” I sighed, ” Things change ” he stated. By the way he was acting, I didn’t even wanna continue on with this conversation. I already wanted to cry, he wasn’t making this any better. ” You know everyone keeps telling me, how we’re meant to be together, how we love each other. They’re all wrong, things don’t change Dan, people do! You’ve changed and so have I.. ” I was still on my ranting spree, when he scoffed and rolled his eyes from boredom ( He didn’t care about anything I had to say, I don’t understand how one day he cared, and then the next he didn’t ). I let out a deep sigh ( I was so done ). ” Fine Dan, you obviously don’t care about anything I have to say. So I’ll just leave you alone, to fuck somebody else ” I stated walking out of his room, if I didn’t leave now I was going to burst out in tears and I didn’t want him to see me cry. He followed me out into the corridor, ” Elle, just come back later ” he sighed. I quickly spun around to face him, ” Don’t fucking call me that! Don’t you get it, I’m not coming back here, Ever! This thing between us is over, I’m not gonna ever be your girlfriend, I’m not even gonna be your friend anymore. You can’t treat me like this and expect that I’m going to just take it, No! I won’t let anyone push me around, ever again. So, don’t call me, don’t text me. Because I never wanna talk to you again, I’m fucking done with this! ” I spat with tears running down my face, all my emotions were showing. He stared at me dumbfounded, he looked like he could cry as well, but I couldn’t care anymore. I turned back toward the door and opened it, there was just one last thing I had to get off my chest. I turned back toward Dan, who now had Phil by his side now. ” By the way, I came here to tell you… That, I’m Pregnant… Not that you’d care anyway ” I exclaimed before I slammed the door behind me and stormed out of the building, maybe forever. 

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