FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 70

Nikami POV

"Are you fucking kidding me-" Raijin covered her face, embarrassed by the fact said that with her presence.

"Wh…" Shukona paused, gulping before just staring at me in awe. 

Her face was a mix of emotions. Confusion, jealousy, sadness, regret, anger, all spiraling and mixing inside of her. She didn't like it, not at all, she didn't like having such intense emotions. 

Shukona wants to cry, she wants to, but she can't. A noble girl doesn't cry, especially in front of people, that's just simply inelegant. Nikami was the girl that gave her purpose, she was the one that never saw her as a spoiled brat, nor looked down at her like the others. 

Shukona had a crush on her saviour. 

"I see, congratulations." Was all that came from Shukona's mouth, her face having a pained expression, biting on her lip to stop herself from crying. 

"I shall go back now, I'm not even sure if I'm supposed to be here for long, I don't want to get into trouble. Please take care." Shukona bowed down, looking down at the floor so that they couldn't see her pathetic face. 

She immediately stood up and walked away, biting on her lip so hard it started to bleed. She didn't want to cry. She can't cry. She CAN'T. 

"Ah… Okay." I nodded towards the Shukona that was walking away, feeling confused at her sudden farewell. 

"Shu…" Raijin froze from Shukona's face, it looked familiar. It was… Filled with so much pain… She wanted to run towards her and grab her hand, but the weak body she had couldn't allow her. 

"Nika, run after her!"

"And why would I? If I do stop her, she'll just get into trouble for staying too long. Now that we're finally alone. We can kiss, yes?"

"Nika…" Ugh… These two are so difficult, Shukona doesn't want to tell Nikami straight up that she's frustrated and Nikami just doesn't even care… 

Wait, what did she say? 

"Nika! Stop it!" Raijin yelled at her, and I stared over at her in confusion. 

"Sorry if you got uncomfortable." Nikami shook her head, maybe she really doesn't want to kiss. That's fine though, they'll kiss sooner or later. 

"Who wouldn't be?! Nika, I… I just… Feel like you're forcing yourself!" Raijin leaned on the wall, glaring over at me. 

"Isn't that the logical conclusion in being in a relationship?" I asked her, titling my head. 

"Logical conclusion, sure, but do you even care about emotions?! It's just… Progressing so fast! Just like earlier, You didn't care about Shu! She likes you! That look on her face… It was similar to the face I keep making when you talk about Yasachu…! Do you not just care about her anymore?!" Raijin exclaimed, pointing towards me in an angry fashion. 

"I know she does. I didn't want to lie to Shu out of all people, she'll know one way or another. It's better to tell her now than in a more shocking way, she'll have time to understand our situation. I'm sure she already knew this would happen sooner or later, Shukona knows we're engaged. And that we'll get married in the future. So I don't see the problem here." I was confused on why Raijin was so mad at me, it was inevitable. We had to tell Shukona sooner. 

"The problem is Shukona is already so  fucking stressed right now! You getting hurt, us getting hurt, helping with the construction, being in a new school with new people, and you just dropped a bomb shell! We could talk to her about it over some tea or something, in a more calm and peaceful environment! I was fine with it but I never knew that she liked you! But you, you fuckin knew she liked you, yet you didn't even hesitate. God, you really are such an asshole…" Raijin groaned, leaning her head on the wall and looking up.