FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 93

Shukona POV

I stood up, blinking as I pressed my head against the wall and looked up. I placed my palm on top of my chest, trying to check if I was still breathing. I gulped, feeling my chest raising and lowering with each of my sighs, nodding to myself. 

I’m fine. This is fine. Everything might not be going so well but I can get through this. 

A certain brown haired girl sat up, ruffling her hair. I dashed towards her side, embracing Nikami while I shook. 

“Nika! You’re alright?!” I exclaimed, the frown on my face turning into a bright smile, as if a trunk was lifted off my shoulders. Her calm presence and soft smile was something I really needed, just thinking about how much she gives me pride and comfort in the darkest times can already give me confidence that everything will be alright. That smile I will do anything to protect.

I pulled my arms away, facing her with a teary glance. I expected her to be teary eyed as well, knowing how emotional she actually can be.

But all I got was a scowl.

“Do you mind not touching me so casually?” Her calm presence was replaced by a glare. As if she found a maggot.

“I-I deeply apologize elder brother.” I froze up, blinking at a similar glare of a man with red eyes and green hair replacing Nikami’s place. I shook, taking a step back and quickly bowed down. Yet no matter how much I bowed down, he wouldn’t stop giving me these chills and icky sensations inside of me. I felt so dirty in his gaze, I was a mere pig. No, I was less useful than that, I was nothing more than manure and mud.

“What elder brother are you talking about? Do I look like a man to you? No, look at me, I will ask you again,” She grabbed my green locks and it ripped it up, gritting my teeth at the stinging pain while tearing up. “Do I look like a man to you?” I could barely make out her face, only seeing a pair of red eyes glaring down at me as she yanked my head higher.

“N-no… I’m so sorry…” My face paled with the horrible stares she was giving me, panting as I laid under her surveillance. Any wrong move could put me in immediate danger, something more horrible than just physical violence.

No, I don’t want her to berate me, she was more than family, I can’t live with the fact that I disappointed her. Those green eyes are now that man’s eyes, did I disappoint her that much? Whatever I did wrong, I’ll gladly change. I don’t care if I’m seen as replaceable or nothing by my own family.

Just not Nikami.

“That’s enough!” A special voice rang in my ears as I laid there shaking, grabbing Nikami’s hand and shoved it away from my hair. 

I looked up with my shriveled hair, seeing my dearest sister gripping the wrist of my elder brother. They both glared at each other while I was too stunned to even move, I felt small, helpless, always needing my bigger sister's help again. Maybe I should just… Stop thinking at all. I will keep relying on my sister, it's not my fault! I’m not to blame! I’m just… A kid after all.

Third Person POV

“Wh-what got into you Shiromoru-sama?!” The knight ran and stood in front the hyperventilating taller noble, covering her with her arm. 

“Common sense, what got into you? How dare you shout against me, mere knight.” Nikami snapped, glaring up at Saboten and scoffed.

Shukona clung to Kikyou, making her lose her grip and balanced herself against the force of someone much taller than her.