FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 110

Nikami POV 

That’s sad, but I really didn’t ask for your whole backstory. All I know is that you tried to kill a girl and hurt the people I love, I don’t care about whatever your excuse is. Pity is nothing but a speck of my rage towards you, however I know it would be illogical to hold it against her all the time. Everyone else is at her mercy, so I have to act like I sympathize with her. 

“I see, I’m sorry to hear that. If anyone can do anything with sickness, it's either Shu or Kiyu-senpai. But I don’t think either of them will help you, after what you did. Aren’t you a doctor? Couldn’t you figure something out?” I asked her, hair lopsided while I stared down at her.

“I am a doctor! But for normal humans, her complication was something magical. Waaay out of my league unfortunately. I used everything I knew to at least help her with the tools and how poor we were, but still, only the Amatarini family had the medicine to not make my mom die immediately from her sickness.” She grumbled, licked the blood on her lips and just let her body go completely limp. “I wonder why I was even reincarnated here? Why did the gods choose me? Everything I have done in my past life was for the sake of saving others, yet, I got this. Why did they choose you? Why did they choose Raijin? I don’t get it.”

“I met god, actually.”

“What.” Yuutsu spoke in a toneless voice, complete and utter devoid of any emotion or intonation.

“They talked about blessings and reincarnation… About me being their favorite human. I don’t remember it clearly, it has been more than a decade after that happened.” I balled my hands, stoic turned ice and hardened. “But I know damn well that was a lie. Favorite human my ass, they let me suffer this way. No, made US suffer this way. They pushed you to this extent, broke the game and broke yourself in the process. I just wanted to reincarnate normally, not in this yuri game.” 

“Hah! They actually met you? Wow, you really are the chosen one aren’t cha? I want you to be the main character rather than that scorching sunshine.” I raised an eyebrow at her term for Yasachu, once again she brought up about me being the main character. 

“That again. Why?”

“Because you actually understand me.” I do, but forgiving you is another thing. “And that you aren’t really obsessed over people. Hey, didn’t know? You aren’t the only one she has infatuation over, she also has it over that tree lady. If it weren’t for you, she would have gone head over heels for Shukona. That inferiority complex of her’s ate her up on the inside, and you two being prideful bitches, she wanted to have that too. That boooooooring backstory about her having white hair and being bullied in her hometown had turned to admire you two, with your different types of affection she got addicted. I made it worse, of course. Waaaay before you two even met.” 

What? She cursed her before I found her on the street? 

I knew she was insecure about being a commoner in this noble filled academy and clearly wanted friends, but to turn that friendship into this? No, I’d imagine it was hard for her too. If she shivers each time a gaze is set on her, then she expects something bad. The two of us acted bad as well, yet we took care of her. That surprise of affection must have made her snap. 

“And you did that… For what?” That curse on the protagonist, why?

“Because I wanted to warn you she was dangerous, she had all the signs didn’t she? I was so happy when you started to avoid her and I went to talk to you. And of course I fucked it up, that red keeps getting into my skull. I’m the real Yandere character in the game.” Red. That word again. Her eyes are pure now, her heterochromia of red and black is gone, it was nothing but void. Is that the physical manifestation of her other self? This is her whole heartedly saying sorry, so that other nature of her should be gone as well. She’s being herself and not her character.