FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 74

Nikami POV

As I sat on Yasachu's bed, I looked over to where she was, nervously looking for the dress she talked about in the closet. 

The air was heavy around us, an awkward silence was filling the room. 

I glanced over her bed, the mattress wasn't as soft as mine, the blanket was extremely wrinkly. It wasn't good at all. However… It seemed more comfortable than my expensive yet cold bed. 

"U-uhm... " Finally having the strength to speak up, Yasachu paused before taking a deep breath and continued. 

"I'm… I'm really sorry for the thing I did… I-I don't know why you… Always avoid me but I really want to know. I'm not telling you to uhm, talk to me all the time but… I still have to know what I did wrong…" Yasachu spoke up, gulping in nervousness as she glanced over at me, then immediately looked back at the dress. 

"..." I went silent, not knowing what to say to her. I've always been blunt with the things I say, and I know what I want to say… Yet somehow, nervousness crawled on my back. I can't look her in the eyes. 

Me? Nervous? Impossible. 

"I-I'm sorry, you probably don't want to talk to me. I really apologize… I hope I didn't stall too much! Ahaa… H-here's the… Dre-" Yasachu took my silence as me ignoring her, tears swelled up in her face as she tried to laugh it all off. Turning towards me.

Hearing her sniffles, my brain went wild.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean it, I don't want you to cry. Please stop crying. I can't let you cry, you're simply too good for this world-"

And before I knew it, I was hugging her. 

"No… What am I doing? Get away from her!"

"No. You didn't do anything wrong."

"What are you saying?!"

"########-####?" I could hear Yasachu's confused voice, yet, I couldn't understand what she said. Everything was going numb, blurry, as if my soul was being taken away from my body. 

"Yasachu, don't apologize for things that you didn't do. You truly are too kind." 

"No, what are you even talking about??"

"I'm the one who needs to apologize for ignoring you. Understand that it's not you, it's me. I had my reasons, unfortunately, it's classified information." 

"Shut up! Shut up, shut up shut up-shutupshutupshutup-"

I felt as if I couldn't control my body, but I could feel everything. From her fluffy hair, my arm holding her close to me, seeing those big yellow bright eyes so close up… 

Yet, I couldn't move. My mouth was moving on its own. The only thing I could see clearly was her body, I could even see my hand getting blurrier, the room getting warped. 

I felt like I was a statue. Wrapped around in thorns as it connected me to Her.

"########-####... ##'# #####, #'## ####### ###!" I heard her soft cooing voice, smiling up towards me that could melt all my stress away. 

This girl… Does she even know what she's doing to me? How dare you smile in such an innocent way while I'm here suffering? 

"Melt all my stress away? What are you even talking about? She's the point of your stress! Just get out…! GET OUT OF THERE! MOVE… WHY CAN'T I… MOVE…?"