FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 5

Disclaimer: There are some dark themes in this chapter so please be warned (I just really wanted to emphasize how sad she was)
Raijin POV
"After introducing myself to everyone I went to the balcony, to cry, why? Because I miss her... I miss her so much... I wish I could meet her... But then again.... I know she would hate me.... For what I did.... I got her killed because of me..."
I felt the cold wind of the night though my skin
"This world is so cold...."
"Hey Haiki, are you going to cry again? No matter how much you cry I will never forgive you, for what you did to me...."
I looked behind me to see my princess (hallucination) with a katana sticking out of her stomach
"I know that.... I'm sorry...." tears dropped down my eyes
"Saying sorry won't do anything Haiki, you already killed me. Well.... Maybe I could forgive you... By jumping off the balcony...."
I looked at the rails of the balcony
"..."
"Look there, climb the rails and jump, jump Haiki, and maybe I could forgive you.... A life for a life..... Do it." My princess (hallucination) coldly caressed my face
"..."
"I should.... I need to.... So princess would finally Forgive me...."

"Cold...."  A voice said behind me said
"Huh?! How long were you there?!" I yelled and looked behind me, it was Nikami
"Ah? I just got her-" The girl looked at me
"Pri...prince Raijin?" She looked at me shocked
Her kind emerald reflected the moonlight
"She reminds me of Hameru.... No! Hameru will never be alive... I killed her!!"
"Go away!" I used my sharp Blue eyes to glare at her, though I was still crying
"Why... Are you crying?" She asked me
"Its none of your business now go away!!" I glared at her again
"What the hell?! Why isn't my glare working?! That always works!! You are supposed to be scared!" I thought confused
"With all due respect Prince Raijin, I think it is my business. After all our precious prince is crying.... Now... May you please answer me?" 
"Tsk.... Fine..." I looked at her, visibly annoyed
She smiled gently
"Why.... Does she remind me of princess....?"
I looked away blushing "I... I have this dear friend of mine.... I love her dearly.... I loved her more than anything in the world... One day something happened that made her get.... Hurt.... And... I deeply regret it...." I bite my lips in frustration
"Princess.... I'm sorry.... For everything...."

"I see..... Can I have her name?" She asked politely
"Hah?! Why?!" I glared at her again
"I just wanted to know this girl who you loved dearly, I am simply curious...."
"Oh... Well.... You will never meet her.... But... I guess I could tell you her name...." I said, a bit annoyed
"Very well..." She looked at me emotionlessly
"She really is Nikami... That poker face of hers... Of course she's not my princess....."
I stared at the moon, longing for my princess smile.... Laugh.... Touch....
"Her name is..... Hameru, Hameru Matasoto... My princess...." I looked down crying
"Eh? Me?" She said
"What....?" I looked at her very confused
"Hai.....ki? Is... That you?!" She teared up
"Princess....?" I thought out loud, looking horrified
"Haiki! I-" Before she could even finish her sentence I ran away, crying even more
"Why?! Why did I have to meet her?! She hates me so much she cried!! Why?! Why?! Why?! I should have just jumped.... Now I have to suffer her hatred...." I arrived at the garden, being tired of crying I sat down a nearby bench
"...I... I don't wanna see her... I... I can't.... she hates me..... I know she does...." I looked down and cried even more

"Of course I do, why didn't you just jump Haiki? You could have just suffered less, you could have just ended it all" My princess (hallucination) coldly hugged me from behind
"Haiki... Haiki.... Haiki...."
"HAIKI!!!" The cold hug suddenly became... Warm....
"Eh?" I was confused to what just happened
"Please.... I... Missed you so much.... Wh-why did you run away from me...?" She cried on my shoulder, still hugging me from behind
"Yo-you missed me....? Bu-but don't you hate me?!" I made her let me go and faced her, tears falling down my face
"Huh?! Why would I hate you...?" She looked worried
"Of course I hate you why would are you asking me that?" She looked really disgusted
"But I killed you!!! Remember?!!" I cried even more
"It wasn't your fault you know that!"
"Yes I remember of course I remember, the person who killed me!"
"Two.... Two of them? Why are there two princesses? Which.... Is the real one....? Ugh.... My.... Head... Hurts....."

Nikami POV
Suddenly Raijin held her head and kept groaning "ughh..... Who.... Is.... The.... Real.... Princess....?" Her Eyes growing dark
"The real princess? Don't tell me... She has been hallucinating?!" I stood there shocked
"Haiki! Since when did I ever hate anyone?! Moreover! Since when did I hate you?! I will never hate you Haiki!! Because I love you! I love you Haiki! And no person would hate someone they love!" I walked up to her then hugged her
"....eh?" She sounded confused
"Haiki.... Please.... Understand.... I-I don't wanna see you hurt because of me.... That girl that you.... I am your princess! And you better listen to your princess! Listen to me!" I yelled
"E... Eh?" She looked up at me her tears slowly stopping
Seeing her crying I cried too
"Hey..... Why is my Knight crying?" I took her hand and held it.... I held it tightly like I was telling her that, I am here everything will be fine
"I-I'm... Your knight...?"
"Yes, you were always my knight Haiki, you always protected me.... Even back then.... You protected me..." I wiped off her tears
"So thats why... Please don't cry.... It makes me more sad seeing you cry..." Tears dropped down my face
"I... I am so sorry for being so stupid.... Princess" She smiles to me
"Its alright.... My knight.... Now go back to protecting me okay?" I held her cheek on my right hand, and held her hand on my left
"Yes, of course!" She smiles brightly
"Now thats what I wanted to see!" I stopped crying too and smiled back at her