FutsuYuri: I Wanted To Reincarnate Normally!! Not In This Yuri Game!!

Chapter 42

POV Nikami

"Soooo, Ni-" Raijin tried to speak first, but she got cut off by me.

"Before we speak, let us go somewhere… more private." I glanced at the other students staring at us. We made such a commotion it would be natural for people to gaze upon us.

"Guh! Let least let me finish my sentence." Raijin clicked her tongue and walked to the corner of the courtyard.

I followed up right behind her, my heart starting to raise with each step.

My nervousness was back again.

"Does Nikami just… Turn and off…?" I thought, still following Raijin.

Even though I have lived 16 years of my life with my sudden switch of personality, I still don't know how to control it or know when I will change.

Me and Nikami.

We are different people.

We may have the same identity, but our characters are not.

"Nikami is cold and uncaring. To the point where you can't even tell if she has any type of sympathy anymore. Always Cynical and distrustful of others, she always has the «I do not need anyone. I am perfect.» type of mentality.

Me meanwhile, have some of her personality… But only to a small extent.

I can't deny that I am cold, but uncaring isn't right. I can feel sympathy, but it depends on my mood if I will act or not. I do not trust people easily, but I will rely on people I trust.

I wonder… If the Raijin in front of me, still resembles my knight…?" I thought, stopping as I stared at Raijin leaning on a wall.

Her fierce blue eyes met with my sharp green ones.

My nervousness came back to me again.

Right now, I want to run towards her and hug her, sobbing in her shoulders as I whisper on how much I missed her.

"...." But my body won't move, it won't let me do such a miserable and desperate act.

My pride won't let me.

"Guhh… Seriously, Shu told us to talk, so at least talk alright? Why are you just standing there?" Raijin glared at me, groaning.

"To talk or to not talk is my own decision. You won't command me." I spoke, closing my eyes.

"Guh?! What are you saying? You are only a mere royal consort, you have no power against an actual prince with royal blood. You are only marrying into my family, I can, and will, command you. Don't forget that!" Raijin glared at me once again, still leaning on the wall.

"..." I fell into silence, knowing that she was right. I silently clenched my fists in defeat.

Raijin smirked seeing me like this, she stopped leaning on the wall and approached me.

She stared at me with those fierce eyes, that were similar to a lion's.

I backed up due to her approaching me, and was met with a wall behind my back.

"Tch… She cornered me." I thought as I turned my head at the wall, away from her face.

Irritated that I looked away from her, her right-hand went up in flames and was slammed on the side of my head.

Slightly startled by the sudden slam, I turned my head towards her.

"Look at me when I am talking to you!" Raijin spat. Her left hand now going on the other side of my head, filling my vision with nothing other than her face.