Wanted Is Love [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 26

Dear Alec,

You are so stupid. I can’t believe you fell for that. You actually believed that I could like you. Dude, I don’t like you, and I never did. I’m not even gay. Even if I was gay, I wouldn’t like you. You’re ugly. This whole thing between us was a lie and a joke on the gay kid. We all just wanted to play with your feelings, and it worked. Yes, everyone was in on the joke. Even your brother. Once you left, we would all laugh at how stupid and gullible you were to fall for our joke.

I’m SO sorry about this. I mean it. Okay, I can’t say this with a serious face. I’m not sorry, it was just too funny. Why do you think I wouldn’t kiss you? Is it all fitting together now? Plus, your breath was nasty. Seriously, what were you chewing on, dog shit? You’re so clueless. Especially with what you wear. You actually think you look good? Ha, good luck with that. I hope that once you read this, that you never show your face again. You shouldn’t even have moved here. Nobody likes you. Oh, and one more thing (I really didn’t want to write this) I hope you rot in hell, fag.

 

Love, Cole

 

“It’s perfect,” Natalia giggled once she was done reading it. I stared down at my desk, wanting to cry. She folded the letter back up and handed it to me.

“Whatever,” I said grabbing it.

“Oh, what’s wrong?” she asked with a big smile on her face. “Don’t be such a downer. It’ll all be over soon.”

I didn’t respond to her. I continued to stare down at my desk. I was trying to stop myself from crying. I couldn’t believe this was happening. Maybe Alec wasn’t the one for me? Maybe I would eventually meet someone that I didn’t have to jump through a bunch of hoops for. Maybe this isn’t the end of it. I don’t know, I still felt like I wanted to kill myself.

“Hey Cole,” I heard Skyler say as she sat next to me. I looked up at her and frowned. She understood what was going on, but she had to act like she didn’t. During first period, she and Amy were ignoring me. I guess it was more “girl stuff”. It would have been better if they were comforting me. Well, they have done all that they could by now.

The one-minute bell started to ring. I lifted my head up and looked at Alec‘s seat. He’s not here. I looked at the clock and hoped that it would hurry up and ring the next bell. If Alec wasn’t here then I won’t have to do it. I crossed my fingers and prayed. I looked over to see Natalia with a worried expression. I kept my gaze at the door. Nobody else seemed to be coming through that door. The final bell rang and I smiled, until I saw Alec run in. Damn it.

I could feel my eyes start to blur. This was actually going to happen. Natalia had her sinister smile back on. I looked over at him and he was talking to Skyler about something. It looked serious. Did he figure out how much of a douche Steve is? He looked kind of sad. If he was already sad, I didn’t want to hurt him even more.

“Alright you little brats,” Ms. Holland said walking up. “I hope you all have been studying for our big test.”

Test? I don’t remember there being a test. Wait, that’s a good thing. I have to do the test the whole period, so I can’t give him the letter. I saw Natalia glaring at the teacher. Ha, she knew that her plan was now foiled. Well, until tomorrow.

“Please take me back!” I heard a voice yell from the door. All of our heads shifted over to see a man at the door with flowers. He seemed familiar, like he was another teacher. Ms. Holland walked over to him and ripped the flowers out of his hand and stepped on them.