Wanted Is Love [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 39

The rest of the week went by much faster than I expected it to. I returned to school the last two days to find that Steve wasn’t there. Just like him to chicken out when he knew I would be there. Why couldn’t he just fess up to what he did and go to school and face me while I am kicking his ass? Okay, I’m really not that physically able to do that. He would murder me. Enough about him, I got a swarm of love from all of my friends. I take it that they heard about what happened from either Alec or Amy. It was fine though. I liked being loved. Zach wasn’t at school either, if I might add. It was strange. He didn’t text me or respond to any of my texts. I was a little worried. I got over it though. He was probably fine.

It was the weekend now. Sunday, to be exact. Sunday Morning, to be even more exact. I just woke up in Alec’s bed, obviously meaning I was still staying at his house. Amy said she would give me a heads up when my dad did his usual flee from the house. Surprisingly, he hadn’t done it yet. He was still vacating my used to be home. It was fine though, I got to stay with my boyfriend and sleep with him every night. Yes, by ‘sleep with him’ I mean sleep in the same bed. Next to each other. With our clothes on. Unfortunately.

He did keep asking me if I wanted to though. Every night. I never realized that he wanted to do it so badly. I guess that’s how guys his age are. Wait, I’m his age! I don’t want it. I think. I mean, knowing Alec, he has probably done it a few times before. As a virgin, yes; I admit that I am one; I don’t know what it is like and I wouldn’t know what to do. I also don’t know when the right time is. Whatever, they always say that you will know when the right time is. I just don’t want to keep Alec waiting if this is the next step in his requirements. I mean, I technically told my parents so he can’t be on my ass about that. Now we need to have sex or he’ll leave me. No, he would never. After all we have been through.

These are the thoughts I have to live with all day. You know why? I’m sick. Yeah, it kind of sucks being sick at someone else’s house because you don’t want to sneeze all over their faces and you don't know if they have the right medication for you. I, of course forgot my medicine at home. I was kind of in a rush and I can kind of never go back again. I decided to slip out of the bed to check. I slowly took the covers off of my side and I crawled off of the bed super sneakily. I think that I would be amazing at one night stands. Just saying.

I bet you are all wondering why I am sick. Especially since I haven’t been sick the last few months and now finally you get to see me in my sick state. Well, yesterday it was raining. Yeah, everyone hates rainy Saturdays. Or do we love them? Well, I wanted to relax and stay inside and drink hot chocolate but Alec wanted to go outside and play in the rain and do that cheesy ‘kissing while water falls on you’ thing. I can’t do that. I get sick. Now my nose is stuffy and I keep coughing.

I exited the room and started towards the bathroom. They were bound to have some kind of medication that I could use. I know this is lame, but I usually have to take liquid or children’s medicine. I just can’t swallow. Pills. I’m talking about pills. Possibly the other thing you were thinking. I don’t know why I can’t, something about a gag reflex I guess. Which isn’t going to help in that other thing you were thinking. I got new pills though. ‘Bayer Low Dose Aspirin’. They are awesome because they are pills that I can swallow but they are a little smaller so you have to take 4. I doubt that Alec will have them though.

I entered the bathroom and frantically searched for where they would keep their medication. Then I realized that it would probably be in the medicine cabinet. Duh. I opened it and saw four labeled sections. At the top was ‘Mom’ in the left corner. ‘Dad’ was on the right. Below him was ‘Alec’ in the lower right and next to him was ‘Chance’ on the left. As expected they all had regular sized pills. Even Chance. But then, he’s probably used to swallowing big loads. Sorry, I had to put that in there. At first I failed to realize how many meds these people are on. Dad had a couple, Mom had two, Alec had two and Chance’s section was full. I guess they were a little more messed up than I thought. I went back to Alec’s section and saw a tiny box hiding in the corner. I squeezed my hand through to grab it. Once I obtained I pulled it out, I read the name. It said ‘Clozaril’ on the front. I still couldn’t tell what it was for. I was about to turn the box around to read the back…