Emma enters the room with a big smile on her face not much changing besides how mature her face became, seeing she was still into bands wearing a Fall Out Boy shirt with black jeans that had a side chain on her right side, "Hello hookers, I've brought entertainment." She smiles as Faye's face lit up with Emma throwing herself in-between her lap laying down comfortable with a small cake reading the words, 'Mentally Ill Bitches Are Hot' in white icing as Faye bursted out laughing holding the Vanilla cake in her hand loving every second of it. Emma grins before looking at London who was looking worried, "London?"
London flashes a small smile before she bits her lip, "Excuse me." She speaks softly before leaving.
"Whats her issue?" Emma cocks a brow.
"I was pushing her to have sex with me and she turned me down, I think she feels bad she fucked it up." Faye shrugs along with Emma. "Hows my little emo princess doing?" She laughs as Emma hits her chest before laying on top of her.
"At least I can do a wrist reveal." Emma snaps back making Faye snort with her laughter. "Anyways, douchebag London told me how you had some expect Harley Quinn mental breakdown...you wanna tell me what happen?"
"Harley Quinn is much more badass then me." Faye says as Emma nods with agreement. "Um, well ya know...abusive parents along with my mental diagnosis that makes me a threat to society, it's chill though? Like...I'm fine...but not fine." She begins to play with Emma soft violent hair. "No seriously, just thinking my father finally changed and...I made the mistake of trusting it and I ended up almost...raped."
Emma's eyes went wide meeting Faye's pained expression, "Dude...I can't even imagine how that shit fucks with a persons head." She says with shock. "I dunno what to say...its not like anything I say can change whatever happened...but...shit." Emma slips her hand into Faye's giving her comfort. "I'll totally kill him, let's cut his balls off and staple his eyes closed."
"I refuse to let anyone get involved in my issues."
"I can fight!" Emma argues. "I can like totally throw a half punch without getting tired."
Faye snorts shaking her head continuing to play with her hair, "Whats up with you and Raven? London told me some drinking issues we're getting involved and you both ended up leaving."
Emma sighs, "Raven went to shit after you denied her sex...she became a raging sex addict with heavily drinking, London was planning on moving states with me, I felt bad because...thats my mom regardless and we all knew it was the best. Up until she brought some junkie to the house who tried to get at me and when I fought back, Raven beat me like nothing." She explains shaking her head. "She was blaming dads death on me and how I can never live without her and I ran out the house, I told London and well...Mom got her shit handed to her." Faye raising her brows at the thought of London inflicting violence but ignored it. "Raven threatened to call the cops and London was screaming how Raven could get time since she was neglecting me...but its all cool, Raven's going to rehab for the fourth time and it seems to work...we really don't talk much since the relationship is practically over."
"Eh, who needs moms anyways." Faye shrugs. "They're so emotional; complaining how you don't do shit in the house but brought you into the world without consent."
Emma chuckles, before there was silence between them, "London went crazy when your sister called." She blurts out. "London was getting ready to do this really big interview that could make her book more known but when she got the call, she cancelled and was looking into flights that same night...when she couldn't find any she went all panic mode and couldn't stop crying until I found one." Emma looks up at Faye who was staring back with wide eyes. "She loves you, I know what happened in the past was incredibly fucked up but...you can't go breaking her heart. I mean you killed her girl friend and then just vanished...yet she came across the world to be with you." Emma pinches her cheek hard, "You douchebag, you're lucky I like you." Faye held her cheek, breaking the eye contact her mind filling up with questions until the door opened up revealing Pandora. Emma sits up, "Holy shit you have a fucking twin?!" She exclaims in awe. "Dude, what the fuck! You're so gorgeous!"
"She looks too young for you, Rose." Pandoras face concerned.
"No, no...London is in the bathroom." Faye says. "You mind checking on her, Ems?"
Emma nods heading out the door without complementing Pandora once more, still in awe at Faye having a twin. "How you feel?" Pandora ask sitting down beside her.
"Eh, I'm numbed." Faye shrugs. "I'm just trying to get the fuck out of here the quickest I can and get on with my life."
"And just let that pedofile get away with whats he's done?"Pandora snaps making Faye roll her eyes. "If he's not stopped this won't be the last, you understand me?"
"I know what to do, I don't need a lecture."
"You better Rose White." Pandora gives her a warning look as Faye looks down in defeat.
The door opens seeing London in distress with Emma in worry nodding her head out the door to Pandora who followed, no hesitation with how nervous London looked, her hands shaking. They closed the door, "London, I knew this was too much for you-"
"No, i'ts not Faye. I just get worried to let you back with me and we end up back to square one." London blurts out with Faye sitting up her eyes wide. "I don't get how you go through hell and back to have me by myself and you still don't commit to a relationship...I just don't want to throw my heart out again and have it broke by you...I can't handle it." She was studying Faye's face who was staring with dead eyes but her face with fear. "I -I sound stupid, I-"
Faye gets up from the bed slowly, "London I understand where your coming from...I do...I don't know how you haven't killed me since Juniper but...I'm willing to try...I'm on these meds and they seem to numb and calm my mind...but look, I get it. You have this amazing life with the public and if I pose any threat, I'm gone. I-I don't car how vile it turns me, you got Emma to take care of and...I can't-"
"Faye, shut up." London says making Faye raise her brows. "I could give a shit about this public bullshit, I could care about anything as long as you don't hurt me in the process." Her face dead serious. "I know this time period is inappropriate, but I can't get wrapped around your finger and get more hurt." She sighs. "God, Faye I love you...I can't describe how you make me feel...I just know it feels good...and I don't want a bullshit fairytale...I want the love I know Faye White can give me."
"London, I can't promise everything's going to be perfect all the time."
"I know, I'm prepared for it...but I just have to know if I'm making a fool out of myself standing here...putting my heart on the line once more."
Faye furrows her brows, "London...no." She says. "I'm willing to step back in with you...I fucking suffer without you...I don't think I can handle being away from you anymore." London grew a big smile with tears running down her cheeks, as Faye hugged her tightly. Londons body relaxing in her arms as she embraced it, missing the comfortability of being safe...of having Faye by her side; the night she left coming back as London tightened her grip fearing that would happen again.
London sighs, "I miss this." She whispers as Faye plants a kiss on her nose, "I was losing my mind without you."
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RomanceThere's something about Faye White... This book contains sexual assault, mature language, drug usage, sex, suicidal behavior and jokes that some viewers might now find funny. DO NOT read this book if you like these kind of things!