Her.

Twenty.

London held her pillow tighter as she began to cry harder thinking of the Faye's mean words ringing over and over in her head. Her screaming at London seeming more louder the more and more she replayed it, what did I do so wrong? What did I do for her to have so much hate for me? London's body began to shake a bit closing her eyes as tight as possible the pain in her chest somehow growing stronger and stronger she didn't understand what she was doing wrong! She barely spoke a word towards Faye was pointing out her flaws , claiming she was playing around with her emotions, blaming her for everything and London had no absolute idea she had felt this way.

How could she? Faye barely showed her emotions until tonight. All she wanted to do was help her and sober her up but all she got was a slap in the face for caring about her. Faye was unstable and only knew the wrong choice to situations and all London wanted to do was help her steer her into a different path; one that she knew she drove off of. How could that make her a monster Faye claimed to be? How was any of this her fault? What did London do for so much hate to be brought down on her?

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London closed her locker gently revealing Faye standing their slightly annoyed. She looked at Faye with misery, all weekend all she could do was cry and cry about her. Those words she spat at London we're not something you just brush off they seemed to be built up emotions and when you get drunk everything comes out. London wanted to stay away far as possible from her if she was causing her that much pain.

"Why do you look so sad?" Faye asked furrowing her eyebrows.

"Leave me alone."

"Woah woah! Where's this new attitude coming from? You always follow me around." Faye said "I haven't heard from you all weekend and now you want nothing to do with me?"

"Do you really expect me to forgive you after those horrible things you said to me Faye? You- You destroyed any confidence I had in myself since my fathers death." London said Angrily "How dare you even come to me since I apparently fucked up your life? All I did was want you to get sober and you pounced on me like I was doing something wrong!"

"I know okay? I didn't mean it-"

"Oh don't give me that bullshit 'I didn't mean it I'm soooo sorry' when your drunk Faye everything comes out in the open and you've said enough to me." London's face went red "all I've done was to show you that their are people who care about you. For god sakes you were raped Faye- whether you believe it or not they toke advantage of you and I just-" she choked on her words as tears fell from her cheeks "I...i just wanted to ...help." She turns around to walk away but a strong hand jolts her back her body slamming into Faye's strong body. She felt Faye's arms wrap around her tightly "Let me go." She softly cried "You've done enough damage."

London tried to get free of her strong grip but ended up going limp in her arms softly crying. Faye felt horrible for how things went down that night, she stood up thinking about it constantly seeing at how hurt London was on the porch but a part of her didn't care about as much but something inside of her that Faye hated so much was saying that London's isn't like Cole; won't leave you and betray you...she didn't know what it was about London but there was a spark in who she was; Faye could finally see the good things in life that she hasn't seen before. Yes, there was fear; all she knew in her life was abuse- constant abuse day in and day out so for London to come and treat her like she was a human being and not an object felt amazing.

London was Faye's beautiful nightmare.

"I'm sorry." Was all Faye could say in that moment. It seemed like that's all came out of her mouth which is what she hated most about it. Faye never thought she would actually say how she really felt about London; there wasn't all negative. London was her morning to night thought she wished she could spend every second with London...holding her in this moment made her heart flutter which wasn't something she had felt since Cole. Maybe Faye was falling in love with London or maybe it was just her overthinking whatever it was Faye didn't mind. In a long time Faye could actually enjoy her smile and the way London would follow her around and to not see her do it anymore hurt like hell.

She didn't know what it was about London; whether it was that she was weak for people with bad hearts Faye just wanted her all to herself, she felt London didn't need to be shared. That moment they had when they fell on the floor London's lips kept replaying in her head over and over somehow wishing deep in her heart that she had the balls to kiss her; to taste her; to have London get fireworks when they kissed. It was the years of abuse for Faye that made her act out; made her push away the good people and feel numb towards anything. London made her feel things no other person could and it felt fucking amazing for Faye but what if London was just like Cole? Would she leave her and throw her out into the dirty world?